I have been a very bad sissy, I asked my wife destroy me.

I first must tell my wonderful hot wife I am truely sorry for my actions of the last 5 months. I let my male ego run wild, didnt consider your feelings, wishes or desires. I should have never pressured you into allowing me to try another woman, You were understanding and everything I could have hoped. I on the other hand was a jerk, I used your kindness and didnt respect your wishes after I had a taste of the otherside. I was not good for this young woman, my little pathetic cock would never maintain an erection or cum if I didnt think of you fucking your boy friend while I waited to eat his cum from your pussy. I couldn't get off unless I thought of you and I only yearned to be in your controll locked away denied of any sexual release after being humiliated and teased by you and your lovers. I so missed being your sissy faggot.

Jeanne I want to confess whole hartedly that I only wish to be your sissy faggot. I only want you to love your men and not me. I want to be used by you and your lovers. I do not wish for you to have mercy on me, only for you to degrade me, humiliate me and treat me like the pathetic sissy faggot I am. This is what I longed for while pretending to be a man to a young girl who knew no better what a real man is. The sole reason I came crawling back to you after 5 months is I could no longer pretend to be a stud on the outside while my true desire is to be your sissy faggot cuckold humiliation slut. I am sorry for everything I have done over the past 5 months and I am prepared to pay the price of being unfaithful.

I know today starts my 5 month minimum in chastity and my downward spiral into a world I fantasize about so much but am quite apprehensive about embarking on as I have no idea what your plans for me are other then chastity and hormones. I am ready to serve you and your lovers how ever you see appropriate. I will never stray, ask for release, deny your command, your lovers command, or any punishment you dole out on me. I will preform every task no matter how degrading or humiliating with out hesitation.

Mistress Jeanne I love you and I am here for eternity to serve you, Please allow me the honor to be your humble Pathetic sissy faggot.
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Your punishment should be severe beyond belief. After all you have been through already YOU thought you could just walk away from sissydom?

What a shame; and what a crime for the young woman you stepped out with. I have no doubt she will be traumatized for life by the experience.

well you now see the grass is not greener on the other side of the fence jess . And i think Jeanne should do all the things she wont to you and take pic so you nether foget and put then on this. so others will know not to stray from there mistress
let me know what you think of my small cock that my wife has to see and tell her what you think is it a cock or a clit i got or should she make me a sissy cuck in pink nickers you tell us please thanks

believe me I know just how much I have fucked my self up. I mainly broke off with the other woman because I couldnt keep myself from missing Jeanne and serving her as her pathetic sissy faggot. Like I said in my previous post maintaining erections with my GF was almost impossible unless I was thinking about being a sissy Faggot. It was still very hard to pretent to be a man when all I wanted to do was be dressed up in my lingerie, locked in my cb and humiliated by my beautiful Mistress Jeanne.

Lats night I was told that for the whole 5 months I would be locked except for work, I would be teased daily, humiliated at every chance, and this summer I will have to wear my cb to the nude beach we go to, Jeanne says she is buyingme the cb6k short model and by then I will have been started on horemones to eliminate my erections. It will be very humiliating to walk throug all those other people at the beach wearing a cb6k short... ugh what will they think when they see that especially after they watch me undress and see my panties and at times a bra when Mistress makes me wear one which happens quite a few trips to the beach. I am willing and ready to ad mit now that I am a total sissy Faggot and will never truley be able to physically please a woman because of my weak and oathetic mental state.
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