Advice needed please.

I just recently found out about this board. I love to see my wife fuck with other men and I get horny if it`s more than one man she`s servicing. But I`m not sure if I`m a cuck or if she is intrested in this. Sometimes we go to a swingersclub. After a while we go upstairs and the men follow us. When I feel the time is right I let them enjoy in our games. When they start on her I slowly move myself away and watch her get fucked and suck cock. I love it when she does that. Now she always tells me she doesn`t like it but once she gets started she gets horny and wet. Until a certain moment in the swingclub we went upstairs and other followed again. We let them play also and after a while a sat aside again. She was sucking a man and giving handjobs to two other men while she was licked and fucked by two other men. This made me so horny I wanted to join the party but she refused and pushed me away. While she pussed me away she turned over to another men to suck him also. That night although she says she doesn`t like it she had herself fucked by 5 different men and sucked 4 of them off.
Now I`m wondering if she becomes a cucklover or not. If so what would you experienced guys tell me to do to get her further and further at this so I become a real cuckold.
To continue the story.
First part is taken from another forum where nobody replied. I think they just wanted to look at free nudepics overthere.
A couple off days ago we looked at another forum with pics of many black bulls and the wife became verry hot and wet and we made mad love me licking her while I fucked her hard with a black dildo. I expressed my feelings about this. She says she doesn`t want to do it with other men but then again she says we should look out for other places to meet people. Now I got her so far that she wants to go with me to a sextheatre. At one point I don`t know what to do anymore. On one side she says she don`t want it on the other hand she gets verry excited about the subject. What should or can I expect from this point on.
Some pics for you bulls

Did you use a pumping machine on those pussy lips?

No. No machines used on these lips those are real naturel lips.

Don't push her mate, just enjoy what you've got.