In 2 or 3 days, if everything go as it should, my wife will cuck me... Some months ago she was so reluctant to hear anything resembling cuckolding or cheating that it's now difficult to believe how things changed. We've been together for 16 years. She’s pretty, sexy, short slim petite with small perky tits, long light brown hair, now 38 but looking younger., and I'm a few years older.
Before me she only had 3 guys, but never thought of going with someone else – as far as I know of course - and she never expressed a huge interest in sex, apart from some hot times we had in our first years. She had always been the romantic and shy type of girl and also kind of prudish out of our intimacy, never wishing to show too much of her sexy figure – it's only 2 or 3 years ago for example that she started to wear tight jeans. Today she spends some time every morning in the bathroom, making sure she's attractive before going out.
One year ago her sex drive grew up suddenly and it was a huge discovery to her. She started to look at other men and fantasizing with me when making love. The idea of seeing her with a hung guy, bigger than me, really turns me on. But for many years I thought it would stay a fantasy and that she would never want to live it – there was actually no tangible sign that this could turn differently. I thought so, but I was wrong... I have actually been so convincing that now, after we slowly progressed from one small step to the next one during the last months, she will/should finally fuck someone else in a few days. One thing the found out during these last months is that my dick is too small for her - she has discovered that size matters, which she did not want to believe before. A dildo I bought 2 months ago convinced her : not too long (7”) but quite thick (6”3), and after having tried it a few times she now does not really care about my cock, even if she likes taking it sometimes. When I'm inside her she does her best to feel it, but it's not big enough. We've discussed sizes, and now she knows I'm under the average and that a wide range of sizes exists (she didn't really know before as she had not met many guys before me).
Almost every night these days, we start kissing passionately, and very soon I find myself licking her pussy. She lies on her back, her legs wide open on the edge of the bed, her feet on the ground, and she loves it when, standing on my knees, my face perfectly fitting her pussy, I start licking her. This can go on for 10 to 20 minutes – I play with my tongue only on her clit, or I cover the whole surface with my tongue, inserting it inside, and the closer I get to her inside the more it turns me on. After a while, she usually has a strong orgasm and she lets me enter my dick. She usually says she can feel it in her inside during the first seconds or minutes, but after a while, it becomes difficult for her to feel it. It's like her pussy stretches on too far. Some other times, before her orgasm, I myself lie on my back and ask her to sit on my face, which she always do willingly. When her pleasure is too strong for her to control, she presses her pussy quite hard on my face. That's when she asks for her dildo. It's a manual one, not vibrating, made of Cyberskin – so, very close to reality. Then either she moves it and I try to lick her clit at the same time, or she asks me to move it, fast and deep. Meanwhile, I wank myself – I'm quite good at it now and can control it long. There's nothing I like more than wanking and licking her pussy at the same time. Sometimes I get a full hard on, and some others only a semi erection – the pleasure I get is not of the same kind, but I found out I like coming when I'm semi-flaccid. As for her, every time she uses the dildo it looks like she can get more pleasure. But it has reached a point where she now wants to experiment a real cock, preferably bigger than mine of course – even if she never expressed this directly, I know she has accepted the fact that I'm too small and that when she meets a guy there's many chances he will be bigger than me (70% more chances actually, according to my calculations – she knows that). One thing is sure, she now needs a good enduring lover. Her pussy now stretches to previously unknown limits and can be wet as never before. Also, the first tries with the dildo were rather painful in the beginning because of its girth (but good enough at the same time to incite her to try it again and again), but everyday she improves the time she can endure it.
Three months ago, she slowly started to accept the idea of meeting someone and, although then a bit reluctant, she nevertheless asked me to search the net as she did not actually want to do that herself - actually she does not want to be exposed to those many sick guys you meet on the net - like some of you readers, for sure
- and to what she labels (or labelled ? not sure now...) as their crude pics or words. But she wanted to at least have an idea of the kind of people we could find. Thus it was decided I would make the selection – and I have to be really selective because she's quite pretty and she would easily pick up good looking guys in the streets or anywhere else (but it's me who felt a bit insecure about letting her flirt, so we finally found some kind of compromise with me searching the net). She also wants them to be able to utter a few words in a row, which, for some people, can prove more difficult than one could think... At this time she was still a bit shy and I think she did not really imagine herself with someone else. Also, she did not believe that love and sex could be separated. Now this time is over and I can see a cute smile on her face when she says that I'll be there for love and the other (s ?) will be there for sex, and that she does not understand why we did not discuss this earlier. She says it now sounds fully natural, and not sick at all to distinguish love from sex, if that's the solution for us to stay together and at the same time to have an enjoyable sexual life. She still has some difficulties to imagine the first minutes she would spend with another guy (these first awkward steps when you don't really know what to do before kissing and undressing), but has no difficulty in imagining the rest.
If this sounds interesting to some of you, I'll post the rest of the story – I'll talk about the guy we've just found, and will describe what, in a couple of days, should or might be her first time...
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