help!!!would i be a cuck or bull

i have had the pleasure of enjoying my wifes pussy after she has been out on a date.i love the fact that the guys cock satisfied her so much.he is about 3 in bigger then i am i am about 7" when she came home i had the pleasure of sliding my cock in her soaked pussy the feeling of another mans cum in her pussy was overwhelming.the thing is is that i also am presently playing the role of bull.i am relaxing with 2 married women one of them the husband knows and loves it the other does not know.so my question is am i a cuck or a bull or what would explain my situation?i love being a bull but also love being a cuck

david