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raster312004
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 14:17:26
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Hi,
I have been a long-time lurker on this site but never posted. Then I realized that if everyone did that, there would be nothing to read. So, in an altruistic moment, I thought I should post my experiences.
My post relates to me thinking back and how I got into this lifestyle. Meaning...are you born into it, or can you develop a fetish for it?
About me: WASPy, early forties, in good shape (5'10, 180lbs, all my own non-gray hair), and (have been told) am good looking. Married for 5 years to V who is 9 years younger than me. We live in New England and have no children or plans for any. I consider myself a stereotype cuck as in I am into small penis humiliation (my penis is quite thin and about 5in on a REALLY, REALLY good erection day) and I also like a bit of CFNM.
So....when I think back about this lifestyle I can clearly recall 3 situations that definitely shaped my enjoyment. The 1st encounter was my first real physical relationship with a girl, situation 2 was meeting my wife to be and what happened on our first date and (even more so) the first time we slept together and the 3rd occasion is when my wife and I went on a vacation. I will present them chronologically and see how far i get with the 1st experience, maybe 2nd, call it a day and see if people want me to continue.
My 1st encounter with cuckolding/small penis humiliation was with my 1st real girlfriend - Jill. We were both in the same year in high school and had been dating for a couple of weeks. We were both 15. 1 evening Jill was babysitting for a neighbor and I was with her. We were making out on the sofa and she had let me (for the very 1st time in our relationship...and for my very first time for me with any girl) undo her jeans and my hand was wandering into her panties. I recall as if it were yesterday how hairy Jill's bush was and I was so turned on with my hands rummaging around inside her panties (not really knowing what I should be doing). Then Jill starting undoing my jeans and I remember panicking. I was a really late developer who (although I didn't know it at this time) had a small penis. At 15 I had no, zero, nada, pubic hair around my genitals and here was a girl about to find out. I had that bitter sweet feeling that I (now) enjoy so much. Anyhow, Jill unbuttoned my jeans to reveal a small erection in my tightey,whitey briefs (no boxers in those days). At this point she didn't say anything cos I guess the game wasn't given away thanks to my briefs hiding my little secret. We continued kissing while I was fondling her and her hands (after a bit of rub outside my briefs) began to wander inside the waistband. I remember the amazing feeling of somebody elses hand in that area, but I can also remember Jills (closed kissing) eyes opening with alarm when she could only feel baby bum smooth skin around my dick. Her eyes looked confused and not able to work out why there was no hair down there (as if not having grown any yet was not even in the equation). So, she pulled her face away and looked down at where her hand was. My briefs were still up (it was just her hand inside them) so she pulled them outwards away from my body to take a look inside. All this time I was looking at her face. She looked back at me and said "what happened?" as if there was some accident down there or something. I nervously said "nothing". She said, "I wanna take a look" so she shuffled her way down my body as we're laying on the sofa and pulled my briefs down. With this, my little (at this time of my life must've been) 4 inch bald erection popped out. Jill let out a giggly shriek and, with her head about 1 foot away, was looking over my area with great interest. Then came the killer blow: "It looks like a baby one". I tried to convince Jill that it was normal for a 15yo but I know that Jill had had a few other boyfriends. She told me that her last bf had (what she called) a real one that was also hairy. When Jill said this, something stirred within me (my first awakening to cuck/sph) and my dick twitched. Jill noticed this. Aww...it's twitching. She then put her thumb and forefinger around it and started slowly jerking me. As she was jerking me, she was saying "come on...get it bigger...I like them when I can put my hand around them". Unfortunately, that was enough to push me over the edge and I shot a load right on my stomach. Jill was laughing and carried on jerking me with thumb and forefinger right through my orgasm right until my dick had shrunk to a size where she could no longer jerk it. Then she looked at me and said "well...that was....different". After this experience we carried on dating for a few weeks, however, we never had the opportunity to be able to get each other undressed again (or Jill didn't want it). Then eventually Jill broke up with me. While she never directly humiliated me or cucked me (too young for cucking at 15) the memory of the accidedntal humiliation of my inadequacies in my small, hairless penis awoke something in me that, i believe, set me on the path of this lifestyle.
Fast Forward 15 years and various casual and some lengthy relationships (with minimal and insignificant cuck/sph experiences) later. I am 30 and I meet a beautiful Polish girl - V - who is 21 and a senior in a local college. V came to the US with her family 7 years earlier when she was 14. She was/is a drop dead stunner. Amazing body, amazing face/looks. For our first date I took V for dinner. I was/am doing OK in my career and V being a student was impressed I could afford a nice restaurant. The conversation (bizarrely for a 1st date) came around to previous partners and even sexual partners etc. Being 9 years her senior I had more to offer the converstation, but tried to keep deflecting it on to her. Turns out V had had only 2 sexual partners. her first was a high school buddy at 16 and it was the generic fumble in the dark 2 virgin scene with pretty unmemorable results. Then V went to college and didn't have another partner until her Junior year when she went out partying to celebrate her 21st. She said (somewhat embarrasingly...but still confidently) that she got blind drunk and ended up going home with a guy she met in a bar (Eric). She dated Eric for 9 months and had only broken up with him a few weeks ago. V said that Eric was attractive because he was very confident, but also she had a secret fantasy about black men. She explained that growing up in rural Poland she had never seen a black man (except in TV) until she came to the US. V told me that she totally discovered herself sexually with Eric and that (and don't forget this is 1st date) Eric was amazing in bed. OK....I'll post this much and if I get any responses...I'll continue with the story...
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sexyfungbcpl
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 14:33:57
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salivating, wanting more.
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timidcuck_ut
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 16:21:10
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Yes, keep going....nothing beats a real life story. These are hot.
Let me introduce you to my wife.
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ashley71
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 16:48:53
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hey raster,
i would love to hear more about your wife & her black ex boyfriend. am hoping that this is leading to her black-cucking you...
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# Posted: 16 Jan 2008 00:07:42
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Good stories. I would love to share some of my stories and occationaly do but I am not much of a writer.
I really cant quite pinpoint when I got into it. At one point I was actually quite a possessive man. I can definetely put into the equation my intense foot worship, pussy worship, and ass licking famtasies. I love to smell, taste, and worship these objects of beautiful woman. Ive also watched alot of porn. Maybe the "watching" aspect of seeing a woman getting drilled by a cock that is significantly better than yours has something to do with it. Then when I was about 19 I discovered Leg Show magazine which depicted cuck themes in many of their writings. This "cuck" fantasy became engraved in my head and I began seeking out and experiencing these fantasies. Licking sweaty cum filled pussy of a girl I just met. Letting my new gf see her ex. Things like that. Today I lurk this site quite frequently. I really shy away from the bisexual and sometimes outright gay content and try to focus on the woman. To me the focal point of the fantasy is the woman in ecstacy.
Ronald Curry
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wulfenus
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# Posted: 16 Jan 2008 00:41:30
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agree, real stories, short or complete are great.
will try to post my own when time allows.
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# Posted: 16 Jan 2008 04:00:14
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I have always been secretly submissive to women and infact men. I would never admit it to anyone in my younger days. I met my wife J 28 yars ago and did admit to her after she bought us matching lingerie outfits as a "joke" I knew it wasn't but gladly played along. Our life was just us for a long time about 14 years. I dressed in female lingerie quite often with her support and had expressed my submissive side openly only in fantasy form. I had a few encounters submitting to men and other crossdressers, a few shared blow jobs with J and a very great sex life with her. Thats until she was deployed to Iraq with her company in 2003 It was there surrounded by masculine Soldiers that she discovered a good looking Soldier who became the MAN she had hoped I wuld be for her when we married. "L" We will call him was very good looking, sweet and had a huge cock and all the right moves as J says. She fucked "L" For most of the 9 months she was in country at least 4 times a week aside from giving him almost daily head. I was home taking care of the kids and house with little time for myself although I did have a boyfriend who I would sleep with abot once a week and we even hung in public away from town as a couple. I knew that J was falling in love with this "special friend" she had I knew by the way she talked about him and how nice he was to her. I asked several times if the relationship had gotten sexual and the answer was always no and why don't you trust me. I always told her it was okay if it was sexual and I could deal with honesty and I even wanted it to happen. J was worried that the distance between us would not do her affair and our marriage well. J came home and was a different woman she no longer hungered for my cock as she did before. There ws something that changed the only was she could get to orgasm fucking me was to close her eyes and think of "L" . I dug into her email and gotten the proof of her affair and confronted her, she admitted at thet point I was not the man for her but she loved me more as a girlfriend then a husband. This was the start of my sissifying. As time went on I was ordered to throw out all my male underwear and shave my body hair. I would only be allowed to sleep in womens lingerie and keep my toe naild painted. Thats when I just came out and stated I wanted to be cicked and be the sissy who would serve her and her lovers... Well now I do dress in lingerie every day and am often humiliated for being a sissy cick in public by J exposing my pretty underthings and the sweet smell of my perfume. Mostly when she is talking on her cell to lovers in public. I am never allowed to stick my sissy penis in her again and most time I am in chastity only allowed to cum when she says its okay, I must rub my little clitty with only two fingers and always have to either drink my cum or shoot into my panties of siaper she dreses me in for bed. I am also ordered to clean all her lovers cum from her bods, pussy or ass even directly from her lovers cock while she pumps it with her hand. I am a sissified cum slut cickold and very proud who I have been turned into and proud to serve the woman who has given me my rightful place in life.
Sissy fag Jess... come and clean up my pussy now you little fag!
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raster312004
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# Posted: 18 Jan 2008 13:41:26
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Hi All,
Thanks for the kind words for my first post. I shall continue here...
V told me that she totally discovered herself sexually with Eric and that (and don't forget this is 1st date) Eric was amazing in bed. As a (closet) cuckold this really perked up my interest in the conversation and I was interested to learn more from V. Between us over dinner we had already consumed a bottle of wine with me (due to driving) having 1 glass and V the remainder. I could tell she was a little drunk and I think this is why she was boasting the sexual competencies of her previous boyfriend. Anyhow, we finished dinner and went to a bar. I got us a booth in a quiet corner of the bar. I waited for about 15 mins before trying to steer the conversation back to Eric (otherwise it would’ve appeared a bit weird…I think). Anyhow, by now V was very much feeling the effects of the wine and her inhibitions were definitely low now. So, the conversation continued something like:
R: “So what happened when you met Eric”?
V: “Well, after we met and danced at the bar we went back to his apartment. I knew I was drunk but I also knew I wanted to sleep with him. When we got in we started making out immediately. Then (and now V holds her head in embarrassment at what she’s about to tell me) Eric put some music on and “told me” to do a strip dance for him. He was so confident I didn’t think twice about it. So…he put some music on, sat on the sofa and I danced and stripped down to my bra and panties. Actually I kind of liked it (more embarrassing laugh). Eric insisted that I continue with the strip, so I continued and took my bra off but wouldn’t take my panties off”.
At this point I could not believe the luck (or balls) of Eric. He picks up a 21 y/o hottie in a bar takes her back to his place sits down and makes her strip for him – and she does.
Anyhow, now I really want to find out about the sex with Eric. I really wanted to ask her things like cock size, how good he was, how long he lasted etc. I diplomatically tried pushing V for this information but I could tell, she wasn’t going to give up anything. Then she almost started a sentence and recoiled and said “no, no, no I can’t tell you that”. Well…this really perked me up and I was practically begging her to tell me whatever it was and she (about as a quick as a split second) leaned over the table and quickly whispered in my ear: “when we woke up in the morning we did anal sex” and with that she immediately got up and went to the restroom.
I was speechless (from that bombshell) as I checked out her tight ass as she walked off to the restroom. I distinctly remember thinking that this is the girl for me. I have to keep hold of this girl. Hot, cute, sexy European accent and the potential for cuckolding me. I had a huge (for me) erection in my pants thinking about Eric picking up V making her strip, fucking her thru the night and then fucker her in the ass the next morning. We finished the date that night with a few kisses and making plans to see each other again on the weekend.
Fast Forward about 8 weeks. Our dating has been going well and we’ve been seeing each other about 2-3 times per week but no sex yet…or anywhere near it. Eric has not come up in conversation in this time either. V’s birthday is approaching and since I met her she was always talking about going to NYC to see a musical on Broadway. She loves music (this is what she is studying). So, for her birthday I book a show on Broadway for a Sat night and a hotel for the weekend (Fri, Sat). I picked her up immediately outside her last class on Fri (midday) and we set off for the 6 hour drive to NYC. I was hoping this was going to be the weekend we get to have sex. We check into the hotel and unpack. I realized that I had left my washbag at home. This wasn’t so much of a problem with the exception that my condoms were in there. I told V that I’d forgotten my washbag and that I needed to buy a toothbrush razors etc from a CVS and that I’d be back soon. But V was insistent that she come along as well (excited on her first time in NYC). This meant that I couldn’t buy condoms because I was worried of the assumptive connotations of buying them in front of her. Anyhow, on Fri night we go out for dinner and a few drinks etc. We were quite drunk when we got back to the hotel. With the drink in me I’d forgotten about the condom situation. Anyhow, we get to the room and are really going for it with heavy kissing and hands roaming everywhere. I really want to see V’s body. I start to undress V (starting with the shirt…of course) and to my delight she doesn’t stop me. Within a few minutes I have her down to her panties and bra. I leaned back to take a full look at her. Her body is perfect. V has shoulder length brown hair, dark brown eyes, athletic body with 34C boobs and a perfect ass and legs. She is laying on the bed in black lacy bra and panties. We get back to the heavy petting and now V undresses me down to my boxers. Now I completely undress V and she starts tugging at my boxers but the way we are laying is awkward, so I maneuvered to lay on back and V lays by my side and starts taking my boxers down. She tugs them down and out pops my little erection. To me, V’s next comment spoke volumes. V saw my little erection pop out and simply said “ooh” as if to say “ahh…it’s cute” or “that’s a small one”. It definitely wasn’t a “WOW look at the size of that”. Anyhow, now I remember that I don’t have a condom and tell V. I’m euphoric when V says “it’s OK, I think I still have one”. So, she runs to her bag, rummages around and comes back with a condom. V said “can I put it on?…I like putting them on” so of course I let her. She rips the condom from the pack and starts to roll it on my dick. This is when the trouble starts. V is rolling it on, however, there appears to be a lot of “slack” in the fit. V seems a bit confused so I take over. I tried to use a different technique etc and think I have it “sufficient”. I lay V down on her back for the “missionary position”. Then as I position myself on my knees between her legs V points to my dick and as I look down I see the condom is slipping off. Let me tell you…this is a very embarrassing scenario. This is when V let out a little giggle, which really didn’t help my embarrassment. Anyhow, for the next minute or so we struggled with trying to fit the now (part unrolled) condom but realize it isn’t going to work. So, I decide that we’ll have to postpone the intercourse and I start (as every cuck should) to work my way down to licking V to an orgasm, and it wasn’t long before V was letting out a very vocal scream to an orgasm.
After this we get into bed together. However, I still had an erection and was still horny. So, once V had revitalized from her orgasm and we started (the after sex) talking I positioned myself in my favorite position. I am laying on my back and I put my arm around V so that she lays on my chest. I love this position because a woman’s hands will naturally rest around the vicinity of your penis and also she can get a great look at your penis. Sure enough within a few minutes V’s hands were on my penis beneath the duvet. Then she lifts up the duvet and says “hey little guy…have you had too much beer”. I asked her what she meant and she alluded to the condom scenario. I said that this was my erection and it was “average size”. V immediately responded saying that “white men average size is 6 inches” and immediately I knew that this was somehow related to Eric and saw an opportunity to discuss it. I said well Eric was a black man…how big is his cock. V immediately responded with 9.5 inches. I nearly choked. I said “that’s what he probably told you” and she replied with, “no…I asked and he let me measure it”. I casually said well I know mine is average…why don’t you measure mine? What I’d overlooked is that I had picked V up from class and she had a ruler in her bag. Eagerly she said…OK and jumped out of bed to get her ruler. Let me tell you, at this point, secretly, I am in heaven here. V comes back with a ruler pulls back the duvet and places it next to my dick. She looks at me and says “5 inches” even though we both knew she was being kind having measure a little over 4.5 inches. At this point I realized that eric’s cock was twice as big as mine. “Well, that explains the condom” she said and continued that “I had to buy Extra Large for Eric and that was the one I had in my bag”. I think V was trying to make me feel better about it. I was loving it anyway and realized that I had the perfect opportunity to find out about Eric. To be continued….if people still interested….
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FreakRUs
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# Posted: 18 Jan 2008 16:51:47
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Hell, yeah, please continue!!! I love stories like this-- lots of realistic details and reactions, it's great so far, thanks.
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wulfenus
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# Posted: 18 Jan 2008 23:49:23
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Good story raster, yes continue. I've seen parts of your story in my own experiences.
I'll give you a bit of my start, however I'm not some mini-dick, panty wearer. I guess I'm kinda cuckold-lite.
I didn't even know i liked to hear these types of
stories until my wife started telling them to me. We
were each others first lovers, just out of high school,
but i wasn't her last.
She started attending college not too far away about
40 miles so I still saw her often. like young couples
do we'd break up every so often and get back together.
usually a few weeks, but once for about 6 months. she
had another boyfriend during that time so i was aware
of 1 other guy.
About when she graduated I started attending the same
college as had enough money. We got married and after
about a year she told me about these other guys. I
guess she felt guilty. I was stupified at first, there
were several guys and several "almosts". 4 or 5 of
these guys we would see around town.
So for a couple years I was around them they knew they
fucked her but i didn't, then when I found out I was
around them knowing what they probably were thinking,
not to mention before they were probably smirking at
me when I wasn't aware.
These guys were from her circle
acquaintances. when she first told me like I said I
was shocked, but also had a hard on, to both of our
surprise. She confessed just the general idea at
first at then I was so horny I asked her about details.
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jonnybananas
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# Posted: 27 Jan 2008 09:55:36
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please continue!
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wulfenus
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# Posted: 2 Feb 2008 20:18:39
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ok if it's me that you like to continue, here's one of the 'almosts':
Sandi shared a dorm room with her hi school friend Barb in a coed dorm. two black girls lived in the next room. late one week night there was a knock on the half open door. in the dorms people usually had their doors partially open unless they wanted absolute privacy as people would drop in. three black jocks were looking for the girls next door who weren't there and wanted to use the phone. Barb let them in. my girl was about ready for bed and only had on a short top, no bra, and boxer type shorts.
the three men started chatting them up and one started smoking a joint and trying to share it with the girls. Barb was having a good time talking away. Sandi was feeling a little more self conscious as one guy sat right next to her on the bed. it was fashionable in the dorms to take your bed apart and just have the matress on the floor. he was checking her out big time in her half dressed attire and so was the other guy who came over and sat next to her also. Barb said she was going down the hall to study with Kelly and Sandi had to try to get her attention without embarrassing the guys. Barb wasn't thinking she would be leaving her alone with three black guys they didn't even know. she did get her attention and after awhile the guys left. she was a little nervous about it then,
but later she told me it could have been exciting.
well one of those guys came back a couple weeks later as he knew Kelly, our friend who lived down the hall. it was a friday night i couldn't make it to town but was going to come on saturday, so Sandi went out with Kelly & this guy partying. they ended up in a dorm party across campus with several black guys. they were drinking and having
fun when the black guys wanted Kelly & my girl to help them with an 'initiation'.
they put Sandi in a dorm room blindfolded with one
other guy. she is to play the wife and the guy the
husband. they told her to imagine herself in this
situation 'your husband has been in a jail for months awaiting trial in solitary, and you get to have a private visit to do what you want, what's the FIRST thing you take off?'
in this setting, drinking, horny people, everyone is
thinking about sex, well she took off her shoes, and then he says no that's not right and asks what's the next thing? so she took off little stuff like watch and socks to put off taking off the more revealing items. she unbuttoned her blouse all they way but then hesitated stripping in front of this guy that she couldn't see because of her blindfold. he told her not to worry but that she still hasn't taken off the right item. she still felt nervous. he told her if she took her blouse off then she could pretend the rest of the way and besides she had her bra on. so standing there in her bra and jeans he asked her what would you take
off next? she pretended to take off her jeans, then
panties and bra. when all done he asked her one more time, what would you take off next? well the FIRST thing you would take off is the blindfold! (this joke really works, she tried it on me before hearing this and i fell for it, but she didn't tell me the rest of the
story till a few months later).
later on she told me more about that night:
he took her blouse and shoes before she could say anything and told her to wait there, part two of the initiation was next. a few minutes later they led one of their friends back in the room with a blindfold on. she said he was slender and a little shorter than me. they told her his name was Jim and to complete the initiation she was to ask the same questions of him and gave them both a drink for good luck and left them alone. she asked him the questions and he hesitated a bit at first also, but he would take off his clothes. she was really nervous when he was just down to his
pants and she started trying to give him clues, like
'think about the first thing' and told him he could
pretend to take off his clothes. he said he didn't
think his buddies would let him pass the initiation if he didn't do it the right way. when he took off his
pants she said he had boxer shorts that really stood out as they were the only white thing on him.
she hesitated before asking again and he just took his shorts off before she could say anything. out of
shyness she looked away at first, but since he was
blindfolded it made it a less tense situation and she couldn't help but look at his crotch. she'd never seen a black guy naked before and said his cock was about half hard and getting harder. he said wouldn't the man & wife have sex then? she started saying she didn't know what they'd do and he said she wouldn't be a tease. she was sitting on the bed and he was close by anyway but he moved toward her voice till he was right in front of her.
she reached up and held his cock. he groaned that
feels good and she started stroking it. he got really
hard. she knew she shouldn't screw him because she was going with me, but she thought this was something he would like and not being unfaithful. he still had the blindfold on and that made it easier for her. she was staring at his cock right in front of her, she said it was thick and her hand didn't fit around it and that seeing her hand on a black cock was such a turn on.
she jacked him off for several minutes before he took the blindfold. he was looking at her and her half exposed tits when he shot a big load across the bed.
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# Posted: 3 Feb 2008 19:30:03
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Hi All,
Thanks for the kind words…ok let me continue the story from above…
I told V that 9.5 inches was really big for a guy…black or any color. I asked her what it was like. She said that Eric liked it when she jacked him off with 2 hands while putting the end of his penis in her mouth. Purposely (knowing I’m too small) I asked her to show me how. I could see the confused look on her face before she just (matter of factly) blurted out “I can’t do it with yours…it’s too small”. This comment stirred something within me and I let out a little groan (please don’t forget that V is stroking my cock while telling me this) and V noticed that I was enjoying hearing about Eric. She said “does hearing about Eric turn you on?” and I somewhat embarrassingly, and not wanting to give too much of cuckold fantasies away said “it’s kinda hot”.
I was nervous how V would react to this, as I thought she might get freaked out by it. However, her next statement ruled this out and (I think) set the scenario for our future lovelife together. V said “Eric had an amazing, amazing cock and knew exactly how to fuck me”. This time my groan was bigger, which I think, when added to the alcohol we’d consumed gave V the confidence she needed to continue.
The next 20 mins or so rank as some of the hottest times of my life. However, it’s all a bit of a blur as V continued jerking me off while telling me about Eric. It became obvious that Eric fucked V very, very well and that she hadn’t been fucked now for about 3 months or so and was enjoying recalling the sex with Eric while jerking me off. I can’t recall the exact conversation (as I was in ecstasy) but I’ll spend a paragraph below telling you of the best parts of what V told me about Eric during this drunken 1st handjob.
V told me that Eric was a very dominating kind of person (and this is what really got her off). Sometimes he would tell her (not ask her…tell her) not to wear panties, especially in summer when she was wearing skirts. Sometimes when his friends were over (watching football etc) he would tell them that she’s not wearing panties etc. Additionally, on some of these occasions when his friends were over he would take her in the bedroom to fuck her, leaving his friends watching TV in the other room. She said it was as if he had some kind of spell over her and that she would never refuse what he wanted. While jerking my cock she touched an area above my navel and said “his cock measured up to here” and I could fell her grinding her pussy against my leg, obviously getting hot thinking about it. This last sentence was enough to push me over the edge and I shot my load on my stomach. Then I went to the bathroom to clean up. I dampened a facecloth and cleaned around my cock and balls, But the water on the facecloth was cold and gave me some shrivel. Then after cleaning I went to get back in bed with V. As I entered the room from the bathroom V looked at my (now approx 1 inch) penis and giggled and said “aww…it’s tiny” while holding up her forefinger and thumb. God…I thought…I love this girl.
Anyhow, I could write pages about some of the things that V told me/has since told me about Eric but this is not the topic of my post. My topic is that 3 defining moments stand out in my cuckold experience. The 1st was as a 15y/o late developer with Jill and the second is the encounters with V of our first date and first time sharing a bed together. The third is coming….
It was a Christmas/New Year vacation nearly 2 years into our relationship where the 3rd cuck defining experience occurred. During our dating we both got to know each others fantasies/sexual preferences etc. We did have a bit of a problem because V loved being dominated by a confident and sexually competent guy and I am a small dicked cuck/submissive type and can’t really pull that off. Therefore, as our relationship developed something was going to give and it was V that became more dominant and began to understand about sph cuckold etc. Also I should point out that I could never make V orgasm with intercourse…only from licking her pussy. Our lovemaking “routine” was usually that I would go down on V and lick her to an orgasm and then we would have intercourse. During the intercourse, to get me off, V would make some comments about my inadequacies or about her experiences with Eric etc. V would sometimes throw in some fiction/fantasies to keep it fresh (which would usually make me cum as soon as the words left her mouth) but I could tell that V was always wary of introducing new stuff in case she accidentally offended me etc. She was usually bravest with new “material” when she had been drinking.
Anyhow, we decided to escape a couple of weeks of the New England winter for a Christmas/New Year vacation on a carribean island (I won't say which island...you never know who's reading these forums, and naming the island might give too much away). We stayed in an “all-in-type” resort and for the evening of New Years Eve decided to go and see a stand-up comedian show. During the show 1 of the comedians (of a lineup of 4 black men) was doing his stuff and part of this particular joke was playing a down-on-his-luck guy that had no date for New Years Eve. Immediately, without saying anything V just stood up from our table, walked up to the stage and kissed the guy (just a peck) and came and sat down again. All the crowd were cheering but I could also sense a lot of them looking at me thinking “what a wimp” as my cheeks started to burn red. Anyhow, after all the comedians were finished it was about 1:30am and V and I went to the bar. Within, literally, 60 secs of being there the comedian she had kissed had turned up with a buddy of his (the doorman for the club) and started talking to us. (I’ll need to go easy on the detail of the time we spent at the bar or I’ll never finish it).
We stayed at the bar for about an hour and the comedian (who’s name we knew from the standup show to be James) and his buddy (who introduced himself as Nathan) were blatantly hitting on V right in front of me (I guess V getting up to kiss James during his act was all the encouragment they needed). James was about 30 and in "OK" shape (similar height/shape as me). Nathan however, was also about 30 but in better shape: 6'4" very good looking and very athletic. It being New Years, we were all pretty drunk by this time. At one point James asked V to “show him some skin” while I was stood right there (V just laughed off the comment). I could see V was loving the attention from James and Nathan. Anyhow, by about 2:30 we (the 4 of us) were the only people left in the club and they were waiting to close up. V then shocked me by saying to James and Nathan “are there any parties happening anywhere?” Nathan replied that we could go back to his place to continue with our small party. I was a little shocked by V’s boldness but was also enjoying seeing V get so much attention from James and Nathan and agreed with V that we’ll go back to Nathan’s place. Nathan wanted to drive us there, but he was clearly quite drunk and I insisted that we call a cab. While waiting for the cab V took me to one side to have a private word with me. She asked if I was OK with us going back there and then said that she would like to “have a little fun with James and Nathan tonight”. She went on to say that “anything that happens tonight should be a 1 off and she wanted to ensure I was OK with this before we got in the taxi”. Basically, V was saying that she wanted to fuck these guys and she wanted whatever happened tonight not to affect our future/relationship. I gulped and (with mixed feelings swirling in my stomach) told V that I was OK with her “having a little fun” provided condoms were used (not for pregnancy reasons…she’s takes the pill…but for STD reasons). V said that she would’ve insisted on this anyhow. I summarised our conversation by saying that anything that happens from this point on until tomorrow when we get back to the hotel was “our little secret and fantasies and that nothing should be taken personally”. We hugged and went back to join James and Nathan. I noticed an immediate difference in V when we returned to James and Nathan. V was immediately flirting with them and was including me less in the conversation/discussions.
About 5 mins later the cab arrived. When it pulled up V got in the back and slid across to the middle of the seat. Then I went to get in and V said, “honey, why don’t you ride up front and let James and Nathan ride in the back”. Submissively, I got in the front and James and Nathan got in the cab on either side of V. As I got in the front, the middle aged local cab driver gave a wry smile as if to say “I know what your girl is doing here”. The ride to Nathan’s place was about 15 mins. During this time there were lots of giggles and laughter coming from the back seat, but I daren’t look around more through concern for what I might see. I did notice the cab driver adjust his mirror and was occasionally engaging in conversation with the James and Nathan, but because his accent was so thick I couldn’t make out a lot of what he was saying. Anyhow, we got to Nathan’s place, of course, I was asked to pay the cab and we all got out. When V got out she had to adjust her skirt which was up above her waist revealing he black panties. It was obvious that there had been some groping going on during the ride.
OK….need to finish it there for now. The next instalment will definitely be the final one…provided people want it…please let me know…
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raster312004
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# Posted: 4 Feb 2008 00:51:37
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V and I got so hot writing the last story that we decided to go straight into Experience 3, so no need to wait for another update.
This is the last post and it is our first full cuckold experience (my previous posts have been either accidental sph or talk without action), therefore, for this, I won’t spare any details. For the exact words/phrases used…most are accurate as I can remember this night as if it were yesterday. Hope it’s not too long for people…
Continued from previous post…V straightened up her skirt when she got out of the cab and the 4 of us went into Nathan’s ground floor apartment. By now James and Nathan were a lot more confident than at the bar. They had realised that V was not going to stop them touching her, but they hadn’t yet done it in full view of me. When Nathan opened the door him and James grabbed V’s ass as we entered and this, they took as a signal that I would not be stopping them from touching my girlfriend.
Nathan went and got some drinks and put some music on while the rest of us got comfortable. There was a 3 seater sofa and an armchair. James sat on the sofa and V sat next to him and then I sat next to V. When Nathan returned with beer, rum and vodka V asked me to get up and sit in the armchair so that Nathan could set next to her. I was beginning to realise that I was “surplus to V’s requirements” for the night. The drinking continued and V was getting very, very drunk and James and Nathan could tell how open she was the more she drank. Therefore, they kept plying her with more drink.
Next Nathan pulled out some playing cards and said we should play some games. Immediately, and I am sure, just as Nathan had hoped, V elected to play strip poker. So, as the drinks flowed, the clothes were falling off. I was actually losing (not a very good card player) and was soon down to just my boxers while the other 3 were approx equally positioned with about 2 items of clothing each (V was down to bra and panties). I lost the next game and therefore, had to strip entirely. I took my boxers down to reveal a small erection that stood out in front of me. V looked at it and said “honey, your little guy…he’s excited”. Nathan took a look and looked directly at V and said “a woman like you needs a real man” and V giggled and replied “he makes up for it in other ways” while giving my little dick a little stroke. Anyway as I was now naked I was out of the game and had to endure the humiliating experience of sitting naked with a little erection while the other 3 continued the game. V lost the next game and made no hesitation in taking off her bra for which James and Nathan complimented her on a fine set of tits. I can’t recall the exact sequence of the next few games but I know that Nathan was next naked and this was a jaw dropping moment. It was a bit of a shock because he was still in his jeans, however, he hadn’t told us that he wasn’t wearing underwear. Therefore, when he lost a hand he stood up and suggested that V should unbutton his jeans. V wasn’t fazed by this and agreed to do it. She unbuttoned the jeans and on her knees in front of him tugged them down. With that, an absolutely enormous erection sprung out in front of him. V let out a shriek and turned to me with an astonished look on her face. Nathan was laughing because V wasn’t expecting him to be commando. Nathan’s cock was by far and away the biggest cock I had ever seen. Here was my girlfriend kneeling in front of a 6’4” chiselled black guy with a cock that looked like it is about 10” long. And I am sat naked with a 4.5” dick. Once Nathan stopped laughing he looked over at me and said “this is what your girl needs”. V just looked at me and didn’t say anything.
At this point James said that we should all move into the bedroom. So, we all got up and moved to the bedroom. Me naked, V in just panties, N naked and J in boxers. When we got into the bedroom V jumped onto the bed while Nathan changed the music from the living room to the bedroom and James stripped off to reveal a cock of about 8” – impressive but not as impressive as Nathan’s. I got onto the bed with V, laid her down on her back and started to kiss her neck and working towards her boobs. Nathan then got on to the bed and started kissing V on the lips, which she responded to. I have to admit that I had such a mixture of feelings when I noticed how V was kissing Nathan…even to the point where I stopped kissing her boobs and was just watching – fixed – on her kissing Nathan. At this point (with me still staring at V kissing Nathan), James got on the bed. He said to me “why don’t you take a seat over there and watch your girl having some fun”. I continued looking to V to see her reaction to this statement, but she didn’t even break the kiss with Nathan. So, again submissively, I climbed off the bed and sat on the floor to watch my girlfriend get it on with 2 black guys while I played with my dick.
I am sure that V wasn’t really planning on me having much involvement anyhow, so when I sat down to watch, I’m sure it didn’t even register with her. I now realised that V was just completely into getting fucked by James and Nathan and had probably forgotten that I was even there. James went down on V and pulled her panties down and started licking her pussy while James broke from kissing her and kneeled in front of V with his cock looking even bigger than it had when V had pulled his jeans down in the other room. The sight was amazing and I was jerking my own little dick like crazy while watching it. At this point I realised what power a big cock has over a woman. V was in heaven and was stroking Nathan’s cock while running her mouth up and down it. V then looked up at Nathan and I heard her say “it’s been way too long since I’ve been fucked with a real cock. I’ve missed it so much”. On hearing that I shot a load of cum right over myself. James and Nathan broke down laughing at me cumming, but V still didn’t register much of my existence at all and was still only interested in getting well and truly fucked.
I got up and went to the bathroom to clean up and to the kitchen for a drink of water while James and Nathan carried on taking care of V. I could hear V’s groans and moans from the kitchen. However, now that I had cum I wasn’t so aroused by this whole cuckold thing and was having a bit of a hard time. However, I knew that I had made a promise to V and that I needed to see it through (plus I knew that even if I tried to stop it, that there was no way that was going to happen). Anyhow, V’s groans started getting louder and louder (a lot louder than anything I had ever heard from her). After about 15 mins of dealing with my feelings in the kitchen I went back into the bedroom. What a sight I was greeted with. V was on her hands and knees, and James was sat on the headboard of the bed waving his cock in V’s face. His cock had grown to a big size, that looked at least twice the size of my erection, but it was really, really fat. However, it was Nathan’s actions that caught my attention more. He was fucking V from behind. He was pulling back so nearly all of his cock was out of her before slamming it back into her. His cock was nothing short of fucking huge. Nathan had V’s hair pulled back with his hand so her head was pulled back and V’s ass was all red where it had obviously been severely slapped. V was hardly recognizable to me. Her head was pulled back, her eyes were closed and she had a kind of painful grimace on her face. However, her words definitely did not indicate she wanted this to stop. She was yelling out a mixture of phrases that included “Fuck me”, “oh fuck, fuck, fuck I have missed being fucked like this”, “show me how a woman likes to be fucked”. I took all of this in within 10 secs of entering the bedroom and realised how far removed this sex scene was from our routine of me going down on her and then her casually and nonchalantly saying generic statements while I put my little dick inside her in the missionary position. This looked and sounded like a different woman. It was only then that I realised that Nathan was not wearing a condom. I don’t think the 3 of them had even noticed my return to the bedroom. Spontaneously I said “honey, he’s not wearing a condom”. Nathan was unfazed by me saying this and carried on fucking. V turned her head to the side (in my direction) opened her eyes and (took a glance at my spent little 1” dick…recognizing that I had obviously finished for the night) said very curtly, in between groans, “why don’t you go and watch some TV or something in the other room and let us finish” and turned her head back forwards and started sucking James’ cock. I did as V had asked and went back to the living room and nestled down on the sofa listening to throngs of my girlfriend being well and truly fucked. I remember looking at the clock – it was 4:24am.
The next thing I know I am stirring on the living room sofa being awakened by the noise of the trash collectors in the street outside. I have a blanket draped over me (can’t remember putting that over me before I went to sleep) and the clock is saying 09:03am. Then the reality of last night began to set in. I get up off the sofa and pop my head into the bedroom. V is laid completely naked on the bed with her arm draped over Nathan – they’re both sleeping. No sign of James. V’s ass is really red from spanking and she has some redness on her boobs as well. I had a pang of jealousy run through me.
Not wanting to obviously wake them, I went to the bathroom and tried to make as much noise as possible. I flushed the toilet about 3 times (for no reason) and then took a shower. When I left the bathroom I heard some giggling and noises from the bedroom. Then I heard V shouting my name and asked me to come into the bedroom. With just a towel around me I walked in. V and Nathan were sat up in bed and it was such a weird feeling seeing your girlfriend sitting up naked in bed next to another guy. Nathan didn’t seem fazed/guilty when I walked in and just greeted me “good morning”. V asked me to drop the wet towel and join them in bed, which I did. So, here we are with Nathan sat on 1 side of the bed, V in the middle and me on the other side. All of us are naked but V and Nathan have the covers pulled up to their waist. Anyhow, I jump in bed with them and we make small talk about (non-sex related) items for a couple of mins. Then, Nathan starts kissing V and she starts kissing him back. V turns to me and looking me in the eyes says “honey, let me show you what we discuss in our fantasies”. With that she pulled back the covers and rolled over onto her stomach between Nathan’s legs. Nathan’s cock was still flaccid, but it was longer and fatter than my erection. I looked down at my flaccid penis and realized how different we were. V, while looking me in the eyes, took Nathan’s cock in her hand and started stroking it. Nathan’s head went back as he started growing a huge erection. V re-positioned herself up on her knees in front of Nathan. Then I realized what V was doing. She took Nathan’s now fully erect 10” penis in both hands and started jerking it with both hands while putting the a couple of inches of the end of it into her mouth. I started jerking my own cock and V told me not to jerk-off and just to watch what she was doing. With that she really went to town on Nathan’s cock. She stopped looking at me and started admiring his cock by periodically pulling away from it and just holding it in her hand while whispering things like “you have a fucking beautiful cock”, and “this is a real mans cock”. Anyhow, V increased her efforts on Nathan’s cock and after about 10 mins Nathan was groaning as V swallowed what I guess was a huge load of cum. V pulled her mouth away and let Nathan’s cock rest on his thigh. His cock was huge. V then (immediately) looked over at me and specifically at my cock, which was now at its full 4.5 inches. She then shuffled over so that she was laying on her stomach between my legs. She took my cock in her hand and looked me in the eyes and said “see what I mean?” obviously referring to the ability to be able to stroke a cock with 2 hands while also giving a blowjob. Then she took my little dick in her hand. She wrapped her two fingers (index finger and middle finger) and a thumb around my dick (with her other 2 fingers outstretched away from my dick) said “let’s see what we can do with this little guy” and started jerking it. She increased the intensity and speed of the jerking while saying things like “honey, can you see how his cock is still bigger than your erection” and “did you see last night how a real man can fuck a woman”. I glanced over to Nathan who had now recovered from cumming and was giggling at what V was doing and saying. V heard Nathan giggling and looked up at him and smiled and said “I told you”. When she said this, I realised that V had obviously told Nathan that I get turned on by this kind of scene and Nathan obviously didn’t believe her, so here she was proving it. Then I could hold on no longer and shot a little squirt of cum right up onto my chest.
After 15 mins or so of receovery with the 3 of us on the bed V and I realised that we had had our fun and needed to go back to the hotel. V went and took a shower and then started the adventure of finding her clothes. There was something completely hot about V walking around completely naked and unfazed in front of Nathan while V was trying to find all of her clothes. She never did find her panties.
When we got back to the hotel V told me that James had left at about 6am after fucking her (Nathan and fucked her before James). When James had gone and Nathan was done, V went to the bathroom and saw me sleeping naked on the sofa. Funny thing was that rather than spend the night with me she asked Nathan for a blanket, put it over me and went back to bed with Nathan. V explained to me that when we went to Nathan’s place all she wanted to do was get fucked by Nathan and James. She said she would’ve preferred it if I wasn’t there, but that she got so into the sex that she’d pretty much managed to block me out of the whole thing. She then explained that when she woke up in the morning she felt that she had been given a good fucking the night before and now wanted to do something for me. This was when she told Nathan about my cuck/sph fantasies and they hatched the plan for me to watch her give him a two-handed blow job.
We discussed the "no condom" issue and she said that she'd forgotten all about it, because she was so desperate for a good fuck. She couldn't even remember me complaining about Nathan not using a condom. (She got tested when we got back to New England and everything was OK).
Ok – this brings my story of the 3 things that I recall that definitely moulded by interest/activity in cuckolding/sph. All of the above is true and I hope I have given some readers some enjoyable material here. I would, however, like to finish this with a question: How did other people on this forum getting into the lifestyle? Do you feel that you have a choice to enter this lifestyle or do you think that it is in us and are unable to switch it on or off??
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mitchc
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# Posted: 15 Feb 2008 06:36:22
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I got into this by having a fight with my then GF at a party and going home. She came home some 6 hours later +-4am. When I cross questioned her after making up she admitted that a guy who I later found out I knew started hitting on her and offered to take her back to our place.
She said she was pretty pissed as she had got into the drink after I left.
She got into his car and they spent some time kissing (she said she felt the least she could do to pay him back for the lift) and after a while he stated driving. He took her to his place and convinced her to "Come up for coffee". Once inside he started kissing her again and feeling her up.
He then put her hand onm his erection outside his pants. She told me it was a very large bulge. He wispered "take it out" and she said that all her resistance crumbled once she felt his cock. She said she took it out and began kissing it and eventually gave him a BJ but not to completion since he now knew he was in control and wanted to fuck her. She begged him for a condom but he said the last one broke. So she got fucked bareback and then he made her suck him until he was hard again and he fucked her again. After that he brought her back home. By this time I was shaking from emotions that I didn't understand and was dry in the mouth. She said "I know you won't want me any more".
I said "Don't be stupid you were drunk and upset and he just took advantage of you"
I didnt know if I was justifing her behaviour or my own all I knew was I was extremely turned on by her confession and had an erection that would not go away.
Anyway I then went down on her (she was kind of Sloppy) and after she had come I mounted her and we fucked until the sun came up.
So there you have my initiation story.
From this I guess you would have to say that I lean toward the no choice but you are born that way.
One Question what does Sph stand for is it small penis humiliation?
yours in lust
Mitch
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