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# Posted: 25 Sep 2007 20:57:56 Reply
Hi everybody, The events are true, names changed of course.
I recently became a member of Cuckold Place after a referral from my wife's bestfriend Devina (the Filapina). I'm somewhat pissed off at Devina though. She felt it her obligation to introduce me to this website due to what has recently transpired in our lives. To a certain extent I blame Devina for my cuckold status. However, after much introspection, it does take two to tango.
At first, I was in complete denial after reading the stories, the comments, and especially viewing pictures in the Interracial section. it took awhile for all this information to sink in my thick, whitebred-world programmed head. I had this concept that everything revolved around my squeaky-clean white suburbian mindset. Boy, did my beautiful wife and I take a major lesson in "Blacked 101."
I had no idea that there was this great big sub-culture of white men watching their pretty white wives getting "blacked", "slayed", "bred", and "owned" by intimidating superior African-Americans. The fact that this lifestyle was happening today was completely foreign to our mild-mannered, safe social circle. I now give the Alpha-Male-Bull-BBC a lot of thought these days, and with a great deal of respect also! They scare the crap out of me.
We were just a normal white family living in the burbs, working and paying bills, no swinging, no porn shops, no clubs, church members. Wow, has things changed here. There's a new Sheriff in town, and he's BLACK!
Just a little background to set the scene. I am 51 y.o. overweight and balding. I work in a large bakery. Kelly is 37 y.o. and works at a national chain auto parts store. I monitored Kelly's progress throughout high school, and married her the summer of her graduation; and a virgin! I was extremely possessive of her since day one. Well, she's HOT! Short, small, and petite. She's been called a "spinner" type. She's got a tight little body with firm A cup tits and impressive puffy nipples. She shaves downstairs except for a little brown tuft above her clit. Speaking of clit, it's a little cute hooded thing. Kel is very friendly and effervescent. But her biggest visual quality is her huge light blue eyes. If your familiar with the East-Indian actress Aishwarya Rai, you know what I'm talking about. Beautiful sexy-bedroom eyes!
After our daughter entered the second grade, Kel returned to work at the auto parts store. I spoke hesitantly of her working there. I didn't like the idea of her being around so many men, and being hit on. But honestly, I knew I could trust her. And besides, we needed the extra income. It was the exposure to all those men constantly hitting on her, making her feel so good about herself, and me down playing it, was the reason she started "wondering" about other men. Remember, Kel had NEVER dated another man. And then there's Devina, her bestfriend from church; she was definiately instrumental also.
Devina was dating an African-American gentleman. We went out together many times. I could tell from the start that Kelly was intrigued with James. He was peculiar, different, "foreign", and BLACK. She talked about him often......
It was around that time that Kelly switched radio stations. She went from listening to Soft Rock to EVE F, SEAN KINGSTON, AKON, CHAMILLIONAIRE, BLACK EYED PEAS, and NE-YO just to name a few. She started going out with Devina to the clubs, and buying younger clothes.
Devina introduced Kelly to Troy. Troy is a young 26 y.o. muscular, very attractive African-America/Asian. He is very talented in the Martial Arts. We all started hanging out together. Kel even invited Troy to dinner several times. He was cordial with me. I did sense the electicity in the air whenever they were together. He became very handsy with Kel.
Well, the die was cast. I'm not totally dumb. We talked a lot about Troy. While making love one night, I decided to role-play. Mentioning Troy's name got the response I was dredding. She went wild on my average sized (5.5") penis.
She started dating Troy soon after. Kelly went to his apartment to do the dirty deed. I asked Devina for advise. I said to her that I felt I should confront Troy and ask him what his intentions are with my wife. Devina said that was very gentlemanly of me, but the first thing I should do is get Kel on the pill. Wow! That floored me. But she was right. Down to Planned Parenthood we went. That was a strange drive. Taking her to get protection for ANOTHER man's sperm. Now that's humiliating. It was a quiet drive. We all know. No explanation needed. Doesn't Rhianna sing a song about this?
In a way I'd like to go into the neat sexual things I've seen them do together in bed. But that would be lying. I've never seen them together intimately. She goes to his place out of respect for me I guess. Kel said it's a personal/private matter. So, I'm sorry. I know that's what you readers want.
Only two things happened that I can honestly share. One is that I did accidently catch them in the utility room feeling each other up, AND TROY KISSING MY WIFE'S BIG EYES!!!. DAMN! She immediately covered her tits. I understand that is a "knee-jerk" reaction, but how come she kept her tits covered from me until I left? And secondly, I vaguely or barely saw Kelly giving Troy a blow-job inside his car, which was parked outside our house at night returning from a date. But really, I couldn't see much, just the bobbing up & down of her head.
I have however seen his penis. I feel even more humiliated and slighted. I once thought it was just a myth about the Black penis. HELLO, it's not a myth. He's very girthy indeed. It's an impressive spear no doubt.
My beautiful wife is getting it big time from her new found Black lover. Why not any of the handsome white guys hitting on her at the auto parts store? SHE'S NOT INTERESTED IN WHITE GUYS! He is also very horny. There are many times that I want some but am refused due to the soreness of her vagina. I understand.
I could get pissed off about this whole situation. But I don't. I mean, I didn't encourage this relationship at all, BUT! I have to realize that he is a better man than me. He is far more superior to me in every catagory. I just think about all the wrong things we did to the African race with slavery and all. Our forefathers no doubt took aside pretty Black girls and screwed them hard. Well, it's pay back time.
When I view all the pics in the Interracial section, I wonder about my lil' petite bride. Is she getting it like those other white chicks? Is he dominating her, owning her, roughing her up, spewing loads of African sperm in and on her? I have no way of knowing. I mean Troy did grow up in Los Angeles. He's street wise & hip. He is obviously very secure in himself. He was not at all concerned about taking her from me sexually.
I just wanted to vent, and share with others here that may have had the same thing happen to them. I can't really share this with my co-workers, friends, church, or family. It's extremely discreet. Devina said to just deal with it like a man..........
THIS IS A TRUE AND ACCURATE ACCOUNT; NOT FICTION OR FANTASY


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# Posted: 26 Sep 2007 22:52:03 Reply
Dear Mike,
Thanks for your encouraging words. I have been trying to sort this thing out. I wasn't going out there with the intent of sharing my wife with some big Black buck.
I have mixed emotions about what is happening. I have fits of jealousy, then spells of butterflies in the stomach. I wonder about what's going on over at his place.
Kel has reassured me about her committment to me and our relationship/marriage. She reassures me that I'm the "keeper" and he's the "fuck buddy", or "love toy." He's only a boyfriend, no more!
There is a limit as to what she will devulge. She's evasive. I then go to Devina for more info. Devina says what you say Mike. That is to "just go with it, let it happen." I asked when I could start getting some again. She says that right now its new and exciting for them...let them be. So I asked her what am I suppose to do in the mean time. She suggested that I find a real beautiful pic of Kelly and go somewhere private and jack-off. I said that's fake though. She said what else are you going to do, rent a XXX video?
I asked her about Kelly's soreness; I was concerned. She said not to worry, that Troy is not hurting her. It's just that she's not used to the size or style and consistancy of his lovemaking. She will adapt with time. She must accomodate a different penis now.
I love my wife very very much, and want the best for her. However, I have mixed emotions about Troy and his intentions, desires, and future with Kelly. Last Sunday at church I looked over at her while singing a hymn and started crying. She's so damn beautiful, and it's hard to imagine Troy's big muscle bound body on top of her naked body.
I could sure use some moral support from you all out there. This is a rough time for me. I could NEVER get violent with Troy. I will continue to be submissive with this, but I could use your helpful comments.
Thanks a lot,
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