anyone else?

Im just curious if anyone shares my fantasy. Its not your typical cuckold fantasy I think. What turns me on is the thought of seeing my gf fucked but without my consent. Almost like her being raped in front of me while i cant do anything about it(Tied up or not being able to fight off whoever is fucking her). What would really turn me on is her enjoying it and not expecting that. Maybe also walking in on her cheating on me as well.

Unfortunatly there is no porn available like this(I think, any suggestions would be great). All the porn in this catagory has consent from the man.

PS my girlfriend has no idea im into this and she probly would not agree with this lifestyle

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