Finally, after several weeks, I am ready to post the next part of my TRUE STORY CONFESSION. My hard cock wants to rule my total being and MAKE ME CONTINUE! Also, it is time for me to rub my cuckold horns. And the way to rub those itching cuckold horns is to shame and humiliate yourself in public! And once you get those cuckold horns, they will always ITCH and ITCH to be rubbed! Sure they hurt like hell when you first get them. Just like getting a tooth pulled. But it turns out to be for your best! And when the wound heals, and the hurt and shock is over with, those newly planted cuckold horns will begin to itch very soon to be rubbed. And just like jacking off, it will be something you will do the rest of your life! Yes, the cuckold horns of SHAME AND HUMILIATION have been planted deeply into your head!
Time for me to rub mine, and give you the next part of this true story:
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After Gail moved back to her hometown in Alabama and filed for divorce, as mentioned in the previous part of the story, I remained good friends with her. We communicated by letter, email, and phone. In the beginning I went thru a period of about 6 months of being upset with her. I was deeply hurt and in shock! Sure I always hope, wished, and prayed Gail would have sex on the side. I even heavily fantasized and jacked off to it. Well you know what I mean from the earlier parts of the story....
But it was totally different when it HAPPENED IN THE REAL WORLD. When it was FOR REAL. The reality set in that Gail had sexual intercouse with a guy named Jim Campbell. It was not a movie, a fantasy, or a hot wish. It was a REAL GUYS ERECT PENIS that ENTERED MY LOVELY WIFES VAGINA.
It was a REAL LOAD OF EJACULATED SPERM THAT WOULD FILL MY WIFES PRECIOUS SWEET PUSSY! It was giving Mr. Jim Campbell the bragging rights to go around town and tell everyione that "I got a piece of Gail's ass" Just like you all, they would ask if he wore a rubber, and Jim could proudly say "Hell No! I fucked Dennis's wife bareback....I shot the whole load deep in her married pussy" He could also brag to everyone the nice creampie he gave Gail to take home to me. Yes, I imagine he most likely gave Gail many creampies that I never knew about to take home to me.
I admit, there were times when Gails pussy was more moist then usual.
Since I agreed to an Open Marriage and encouraged Gail to fool around on me, then I could never really get mad or upset if I ever met Jim somewhere in public and he would look at me, even in front of my wife, and say things like "Hey Dennis, Your wife is such a great lay! I just loved getting a piece of her when you were at work yesterday" or even things like "Hey Dennis, I hope you don't mind me going in her bareback, I hate condoms, they take away the sensitivity!" "I just can't get enough of Gail" "I am going to keep fucking and fucking her" And Gail or someone else would always remind me of the obvious fact "it is just going to be a matter of time before Jim knocks up your wife!?
I could be sitting with Gail at a resteraunt and Jim could certainly walk up to her and give her another kiss on the cheek in front of me, like he did before in front of my parents, and say something like, "Hey Gail, are we on for Saturday Night! I'm gonna give your pussy a real nice work out!"
But after several months, my anger and shock went away. I guess it took this long for the wounds of the cuckold horns to heal. Yes, Jim Campbell gave me a nice pair of cuckold horns to be proud of! It was such a painfull experience that hurt like hell when those horns were planted deep into my head. Those horns are in my head forever. There is no way to get rid of them. Now the wounds have healed and the pain and shock went completely away.
Then about a month after the pain going away, I noticed the cuckold horns began to itch a little. Then itch a lot. I noticed that when I told strangers in chat rooms what happened to me, it satisfied the itch of the cuckold horns. Then the horns would itch and itch and itch again. I would go back in the chat rooms and post more details about how I wanted to be a cuckold. This satisfied the itch very well. Then I noticed that I would have to go into more and more detail on how much I encouraged and wanted Gail to make me a cuckold. The horns would not stop itching until I gave more and more details. The horns kept demanding more and more! I then discovered that the horns are satisfied by the Shame, offense, and embaressment you infict upon yourself. The horns want you to shame yourself or they will not stop itching. And the horns desire you shame and humiliate yourself more and more and more! After several months the horns were not satisfied with me giving every single detail of my sissy cuckold life....they wanted me to come out of the closet, stop hiding like a coward behind a fake username ID, and GIVE OUT MY REAL FULL NAME AND ADDRESS! Yes, giving out my true identity and location really satisfied the new demands of the horns! This made them feel really good. Then after months of doing this, the horns decided that I should start giving out my word and promise to strangers in chat rooms that I would wear panties, drop to my knees, and suck off their cocks! The horns really wanted me to do this very badly. So, to satisfy the itch of the horns, I would do this to many people in the chat rooms. I would tell them that I promise and give my word of honor that if you ever meet up with me in Springfield, I will drop to my knees, in panties, and suck your cock and swallow every drop of cum! So far, to this day, no one from chat ever made me make good on my word and promise to suck.
The horns grew tired of the fact no one in chat ever made me suck. So now the horns demanded that I post EVERYTHING in FORUM SITES. This way it would stay on the server for a LONG TIME. It would always be just a simple mouse click away for anyone in the world to read it! It would be an almost PERMENENT SPOT for me to shame and humiliate myself for the satisfaction of the implanted cuckold horns! And oh yeah, the cuckold horns love this very much. Doing this really satisfies the itch of the horns! The horns love how I expose all my deep dark true secret cuckold confessions on a permenant forum board for anyone can read! The horns also love the idea that ANYONE READING can certainly make a COPY of the POST and SAVE FOR THEIR OWN RECORD! This would insure that a copy or copies would exist somewhere that I would have ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL OVER TO DELETE OR ERASE. Anyone who copies this complete post would RULE OVER ME, and possess my secrets that THEY and ONLY THEY had the power to remove or delete. I would then be a SLAVE and SERVANT to them. I would be SUBMISSIVE to them. I would hope they would not share this info with family, friends, co-workers, etc. This stuff would be GREAT LEVERAGE or a NICE MOTIVATION TOOL to get me in the palm of their hand. That is to make me suck really, really good. And to make sure I swallow every single drop. As they reminded me that I had better behave myself and keep my promise to suck the cocks of anyone who reads this post-----or they make sure certain people get to see what they have saved from the internet about me!!!
Well, after doing the chat and forum board stuff for well over a year, the horns decided this was no longer enough to keep them satisfied! To satisfy them now, I would have to contact my ex-wife Gail, and tell her that I was a sissy boy cuckold wimp. So the next time my ex called me, I told her over the phone that I admit I am a sissy boy, and I should have to suck the cocks of her lovers. I then asked Gail over the phone if this would make her happy. She replied "OH YEAH". I told her that I would wear panties and get on my knees and suck off her lovers. My cuckold horns were very happy and this definitely satisfied their itch! Gail then told me that she would rather me not wear panties, so she could see how much I was enjoying myself (See my shamefull erection). I assume she wanted everyone watching, to see my SHAMEFULL ERECTION! She also told me that being on my knees would be the "perfect position".
The next day I emailed her text phone a message saying "Are you really going to have me suck off Jim". I had to send this message out to her twice. After the second time, she finally replied and answered "YES"
WOW, my cuckold horns were itching very much, and talking about this stuff to Gail was pleasing the horns! The horns wanted it to continue and continue....or they would keep itching! So I would spend many hours in a chat room with Gail, going into great detail on how much of a sissy cuckold I am and how much I want to lick her lovers cum from her pussy, lick her ass while she is being fucked, and of course suck off her lovers.
I admitted to Gail that my Best Friend named Brady was much better looking then me, was more successfull, and made more money, and that she deserved to fuck him while I sucked off his cock before and after. I promised Gail that I would suck off ALL of her former, present, and future lovers. I made it clear to Gail that I was VERY SORRY and DEEPLY REGRET that I could not be this way from the begining of our relationship. I told Gail that I wish we could turn back the hands of time to day one of our relationship and I would behave like her sissy cuckold wimp slave boy. Instead of getting mad at her for talking to other guys, I would just suck their cocks! I went into great detail on how different things would be if we could turn back time.
For about 3 or 4 months Gail and I exchanged hot, sexy emails about me being a sissy cuckold. I continued to make promises to Gail and remind her of the things I said I would do to her and any of her lovers. She would always be turned on and enjoy them. I even sent her a few captioned pics about congratulating her for putting me in panties and reducing me to a cock sucker. Gail would reply that she loved the caption pics I sent her.
Then for some mysterious reamister she stopped. She no longer wanted to Chat about this. She rather avoided the subject. I would mention this stuff in emails and she would not even say a word about it. She has not phone called me in over 2 years. Nothing in regular mail. Only once every few months I get a short G RATED FAMILY TYPE email updating me on her new life with her husband and christian way of life. The emails are basically HOW ARE YOU I AM FINE emails.
So what happened??????????????????????
How come she appears no longer interested??????????
Almost every night, I pray to the cuckold god in the sky, that Gail will once again want me to talk about this cuckold stuff, and that she will tease me about how she will one day make it come true.
Until then, I guess I will just have to keep hoping and praying the rest of my life until Gail decides to put me to the test and make me own up to my promises! Or at least wants to hear me talk about being a cuckold. I am sure there are several ways Gail would enjoy teasing or shaming me. Like having some of her friends email me about how they know about me, or how she plans on a visit with a lover that I had BETTER do what I promise, etc. etc. etc.
The cuckold horns forgive me, they know that I did everything in my power to please the horns by telling Gail my promise to suck off any of her lovers. The horns got what they wanted! So it is Gail the horns are mad and upset about!
The horns told me NEVER to communicate with GAIL AGAIN, until she returns an email I sent her. I emailed her about 4 months ago, she has not returned it. The horns said I could keep praying and praying, but to ignore Gail until she communicated with me.
In the next part of the story, I will give some possible motives behind GAILs strange behaviour and possible subtle clues that she and my Best Friend Brady have been giving me.
That is if you all still want to hear more about this TRUE STORY CONFESSION!
Enjoy the attached pics!
Don't Tell My Best Friend!
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Please, I beg of you all!
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"All Cucks Must Suck!"
