You sound like a racist, latent homosexual, borderline rapist. You enjoy the cuckold humiliation, the obsession with other men's cocks yet you have to be the last in line for her ass to redeem your manhood. Why do you want cock in her ass? Because I think you are subconsciously imagining dick in your ass. So do you have a daughter with this woman? Do you want your daughter to be some asian cockwhore for some douchebag yellow-fever asshole who plays out his insecurities on her? There are a lot of fetishes on this board including a lot of dominance and submission but when you cross the line into making your wife have sex when she doesn't want to, you are a rapist. Maybe you want to be convicted that way you can go to prison, take all the dick you want up your ass and then rationalize that prison rules apply and you are still really a bull.