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luvembig
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# Posted: 7 Dec 2007 21:09:25
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Please tell me that it is not true that once you have a black man you never go back.
I have been a cuckold for a while and have done a clean-up a few times but everything change about a month ago.
My wife was picked up by a black man at a bar and they went out on a date. After the first night things started to change. She'd never fallen for someone like she did with him. It was like he had taken control of her.
A few nights before he was to come over to the house, she basically ordered me to clean the house and prepare for his arrival. As I was finishing the housework she informed me that her bull didn't like nasty body hair so I'd have to get clean. Before I could even think to protest she pointed upstairs.
She followed me into the bathroom and we spent the next few hours making sure that I was as smooth as a baby. Seeing myself without any body hair was the most humiliating moment of my life...well up until that point.
She spent hours getting ready and had me shower and ensure that I was completely smooth. I dressed in a nice pair of pants and shirt. We were waiting in the living room when the doorbell rang. His hand swallowed mine.
He looked me right in the eye and told me to strip naked. With the door still open I complied. He stared me up and down then walked off without saying another word. I had never been so hard in my life as I closed the door.
My wife immediately submitted to him following him directly to the bedroom. I could hear them going at it for about an hour until my wife called for me to come upstairs. She was laying on our bed with her legs open and cum flowing out of her holes. He was in the bathroom drying off his cock with a hand towel. Even soft it was pretty enormous.
I stopped when I saw it. He turned to me and told me to lie on my back at the end of the bed. I am not gay and I don't really prefer to be in the company of black men. I was not a sissy but it seemed like he knew exactly how to control me. It wasn't like he was screaming or threatening, he just said it in a way that I immediately complied.
My wife propped me up on some pillows so that I was half-sitting and half-laying down. I put my knees up, had my heels on the edge of the bed right next to my butt kind of like a woman about to give birth.
He looked at me all the way as he walked into my presence. When his cock was near my face he stopped for a moment then proceeded toward me. My own cock was rock hard and I was about 8" long but his monster didn't seem like it would fit in my mouth.
I kissed it almost in self-defense. As soon as I did he removed it from my lips and positioned it at my hole and pushed it up to my ass with the same force that he'd used at my mouth. I was so afraid that he was going to ram my ass dry that I nearly passed out.
He moved his cock back to my mouth. This time I opened and took him in as much as possible to get him as wet as possible before being raped. Again he went back to my ass and pushed at it for just a second.
This time when he came back to my mouth I could smell my ass on his cock. It made me aware of the smell of him. Maybe that's why he cleaned his cock. I felt so dirty and humiliated but at the same time excited. I sucked him in a little deeper but could only manage about 3" I slobbered on it as much as possible.
For the next ten minutes he went back and forth from mouth to ass. Without saying a word he some how instructed me to use my mouth as a pussy. Instead of trying to lick him and use techniques I knew that my mouth was nothing but a pussy for him to fuck.
Whatever was happening to my mouth was happening to my ass too. It was slowly starting to accommodate more of him until his head was about to breech me. I no longer feared it but was starting to move my ass to accept him.
I was tasting my ass and his cum on his cock and the residual smell of ass and this man lingered as he would probe around my hole. When he finally entered me I was dying to get him inside me.
He controlled everything. I knew I was to hold still and just let my mouth pussy and ass pussy be violated.
As he went inside me inch by inch he kept alternating inside my mouth as well. It went on and on as he fucked both holes silly finally cumming up my ass so hard I thought I could feel the hot spray in my chest.
Afterword, I cleaned him all the way under his balls and his ass while my wife shoved a tampon inside me.
My wife went to the bathroom for a moment and my bull held out his hand with a pair of gold hoop earrings asking me, "will you wear these for daddy?" I nodded and my wife started piercing my ears. As soon as she was done, he was standing over me with a needle to pierce my navel.
Daddy opened up a pack of those wife beater t-shirts and put one on me. It was so long it covered my body down to the bottom of my ass. I was told to go to bed.
A day after being a regular guy, I was walking around with a tampon in my ass full of a black man's cum and three piercings. That wasn't the worst of it, I have a black bra and a black thongs with things like "black cock slut" or "daddy's girl" on them.
My sexual desire is completely bizarre. All I think about is having this black man in my ass and mouth.
Two Questions:
(1) Can I ever go back? I don't want white men and my wife still arouses me but all think of is a black guy pounding me.
(2) Do they all know? I'm not kidding. The next day we went to the mall. I was wearing studs in both ears which is not uncommon for hetero guys in this area. I had on jeans with the thong underneath but you couldn't tell. No signs of anything but all of a sudden I noticed black men looking at me the same way my daddy did at the front door. It was hard to keep my dick from getting hard. A few approached me and by the way they talked to me you could tell they knew...
Can this be true? Am I now a sissy?
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luvembig
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# Posted: 7 Dec 2007 23:00:25
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We didn’t even discuss the situation until we returned from the mall.
We went to the bedroom and she undressed me and joined me in the shower. We soaped each other up but I noticed that she was touching me more like I was a woman than a man. I asked about the tampon but she put her finger to my lips and said, “in a minute.” We put on robes and sat on the bed.
She laid back and cuddled me to her. “how do you feel?” she asked. I think she knew I was about ready to explode with protests because she held me closer to reel me in. “Physically,” she whispered. “Be honest…get in touch with your feelings.”
I was honest with her and told her that I was not hurt. My throat was a little sore but instead of feeling pain in my bum, it actually felt really empty. The tampon helped fill me but I had an urge to be filled again. After prompting, I admitted that I did long to have daddy in my ass, and in my mouth. She moved around until she had her fingers on my string. “If I pull this out, daddy won’t be part of you any more.” How does it make you feel?”
She was torturing my mind. I wanted to talk about the betrayal, how humiliating it was, how I wasn’t bi or gay but instead we were talking about daddy. “Terrible,” I choked out feeling my emotions all coming up. As she pulled out the tampon and I felt the wetness seeping out I started balling.
“Do you belong to daddy?” she asked. “Yes.” I admitted that I’d do anything he asked. I told her that I would be his bitch. She gave me a tissue and I looked up to see daddy. “I heard it all,” he said flatly. “I’m not gonna touch you….” As crazy as it sounds, I burst into tears again interrupting him. “I’m not gonna touch you until you’re a full on bitch…you got to earn this dick.”
By that evening, I had lost the identity I had spent 30 years building. I sleep with my wife when daddy isn’t there but my room is the spare bedroom. Why can’t I break this spell? In four weeks I’ve lost 30 pounds going from an athletic 6’0” 185 to a feminine 155. The hormones are starting to take effect. I wear the black bra, black thong and a white wife beater with sexy black heels around the house. My nails are always painted and I always smell freshly perfumed. I’m taking laser treatments to remove all my hair except a tiny landing strip above my clit.
My job is on the computer at home so the only time I go out is as a woman to do female things : shopping for clothes, shoes, wigs, and groceries. I do all of the housework, cooking, and entertaining. There is absolutely no sex for me in any way until I become a full on bitch. Today is the first day I’ve had enough free time to think about going back to my old life because I’m constantly working on being a black cock slut, I’m delirious from not eating enough, and I’m so cock-starved that I would open my legs for the first black man I pass on the street. Other than the small “BCS” tattoo on my ass I could go back to my old life as soon as I stopped the hormones and took out my tongue stud and belly ring.
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chrislebo
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# Posted: 8 Dec 2007 00:10:41
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humm very good moore!!!!
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tanyahowes
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# Posted: 10 Dec 2007 23:23:35
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This one horny posting - to say I am jealous would be an understatement. How lucky you are to have a daddy like that. If you dont want to carry on I will gladly take your place xxx tanya xxx
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luvembig
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 23:05:32
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Thanks to all that helped me make the transition. I get little time to myself to write but here's the update.
The date of my last post, Erika, my wife, came home and told me we were driving to Berkeley to see her parents.
I wore my "black cock slut" panties and we both dressed in ladies jeans, with running shoes and white t-shirts. Yes, I was still living under the delusion that no one would notice.
As we backed out of the driveway, Erika told me that she knew I was on this site and it was ok. Then she told me that we had to tell her parents what was going on before the holidays so that I could "be myself" at their house.
It is hard to tell whether the drive or the first five minutes sitting on the couch in front of them was worse. Erika sat them down and told them I had news for them. Her dad is a college professor and mom is a nurse in a pretty liberal town but accepting this?
I looked right at her mom and said, "Erika and I decided that she should see other men only to satisfy her sexually because I am a black cock slut and want to be completely submissive to the desires of black men."
Her dad, who never really like me said, "So you will still take care of our daughter?" I nodded.
"Course he will," her mom assured him. "He's just finally accepting that he can't handle manly responsibilities and wants to be submissive. So you want to dress accordingly over the holidays...I see what you are trying to ask sweetie...of course you can."
"Be yourself," her dad said slapping me on the shoulder. "As long as you take care of our child we'll accept you."
Her mom stood up and said, "come on ladies, let's get our girl dressed up."
I was shy about being naked in front of mom but she wanted to see the transition. She reminded me that as a nurse she'd seen it all. She was running her fingers through my hair, her hands over my budding nipples then following the curves developing from hormones and being in a corset nearly 24 hours a day. I started to get erect.
"It's ok," she said. "I'm a little excited too...Now are you taking care of your little pussy? You have to be careful." Before I could say anything she bent me forward over the dresser in her bedroom and started probing around my hole. The next thing I knew she had on a glove with K-Y and was invading me with her finger. "Oh, it is pretty and pink on the outside and healthy and ready on the inside and I love that tattoo."
"You have done a wonderful job with your transition so far. Now let's get dressed for dinner downtown."
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Justice
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# Posted: 29 Feb 2008 11:50:17
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time for an update
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jennifer3d
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# Posted: 29 Feb 2008 20:28:05
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Luvem, I'm so happy for you! Looks like you have found your proper destiny. Other than becoming even more "girly", the only thing I could suggest is for Daddy to fit you in a chastity device. Cuckold "girls" don't have 8" rock hard clitty/cocks.
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zot100
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# Posted: 1 Mar 2008 01:58:21
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Most times I have to play with my little dick to get it hard no matter what but this story makes is stiff without any touching at all. WOW!! my panties are getting wet from the pre-cum dripping for my little dick!
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