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cuckUK Member 60	# Posted: 7 Feb 2007 18:38:05 Reply Saw in another thread a question posed as to what makes cucks what we are. I have tried to figure that out before after a girl I chatted to online told me I must be a fantasist and a liar. Well from my own experience I have done alot of things no non cuck would do. Many moons ago when i was just a teenager i remember my best mate Ronnie fancied a girl and unfortunately I fancied the same girl, Carol. We told her and she could not make up her mind and so we went out with her together. We were much too young to do anything sexual but we all enjoyed our jaunt into the poly life. Cant remember now how it ended it was so long ago. A few years later just before leaving school I lost my cherrie as it were to a girl a year above me at school. I adored her and she was my first love. I was immature and feeling smothered when she finished with me for being a silly boy. She went out with another boy in her year at school. Her house was a strange arrangement one of those new flashy estates but her garden backed onto the living room which had glass floor to ceiling. I went around there one night to beg her to take me back and from that viewpoint saw her having some rip roaring sex with her new boyfriend. I wont do details but the strange mix of jealousy emotional pain love and sexual arousal drove me to distraction. I am not sure if she saw me or not. He was too involved but I felt sure she had. There was a qiuet spot i used to go to to think things through. Sure enough an hour or so after I got there so did she. She said "I miss you". I said I was stupid. She then slapped my face and kicked my shin. I fell down and she told me I was a pratt. We thereafter met at my spot and would have sex knowing she was with somone else but it was more our relationship and him as the man on the side than the other way around. She used to tease me about him and just tease me for the hell of it. We did not have a name for it as I dont think either one of us knew what we were doing except that we enjoyed it. When we left school I had ambitions for University and she wanted to stay at home. We both achieved our aims and lost touch. At University I met the second love of my life. She was an outrageous flirt and at least in my eyes beautiful. She took me through telling me which guys she fancied at the same time as touching me. It was all a sexual game I thought or maybe she knew exactly what she was doing. Needless to say she moved onto flirting with them and the sex with us just got better. Then she would let them touch her as i stared from across the pub or club. Then kissing them outrageously teasing them and me. One drunken night at a party this progressed to her leaving me for half an hour. I could not find her then i heard the guys talking about a girl that had just had a quicky with one of the guys up against the hallway wall. She came over to me and kissed me in the main room and they all started to giggle at me. Again that strange emotional feeling took over me with a knotted empty feeling in my stomach with a mixture of jealousy and arousal but for the first time mixed in with it humiliation. She insisted on oral when we got home and I was ashamed at the time how much I enjoyed it. She teased me about being a bit puffy after having enjoyed his taste. We progressed from there to being more discreet including meeting guys that she would come back to the house with and pretend I was her flat mate. I would watch or listen. Then to a guy she regularly saw who discovered on the grape vine I was more than a flatmate. She confessed to him. He liked it. I watched in the room for the first time. He was a strong dominant guy. He enjoyed it and the more he told me to do things like getting drinks and making them comfortable to even taking them out for a drink the better i liked him and he knew it. Eventually he progressed without her involvement to paying attention to me. Then when she was there did it infront of her. She adored it. It was he that told me i was a cuckold. I had to look the damn thing up. After University and getting jobs at opposite ends of the country we realised the LTR would not work. We split. I have been a traditional heterosexual male "most" of that time. Strong willed people always make me fall of the wagon....lol. i have searched for a lady to repeat those feelings in me since my twenties and have never succeeded in finding a lady that did not either think i was lying or just wanted them to sleep with other guys to "swing". They rightly thought it would kill our relationship. I say rightly because thats the way they think but my mind does not work that way for some reason. I have a strong natural urge to serve and to please. Rather it is a need not an urge. I have tried to bury it , kill it, forget it, and whatever else one can do to get rid of it but all to no avail. I want to love and treasure a woman in a way that is strange to many. I want a polyamorous relationship with a strong man or men to please her. I am more than content to remain 100% faithful to her whether she chooses to still have sex with me or not. She can cage me or humiliate me with her man or men. I just want to please her and make her happy either with one bull or many. I would prefer one rather than many because of STD's as i want her to be safe. Please let me reassure the lady I spoke to online and the other people looking at this site its not all about porn although sex has something to do with it. I have a real desire to marry and remain for the rest of my life with a dominant woman who is in control of our lives behind closed doors or as directed by her with as many lovers as she likes while i remain totally faithfull to her or as she directs. This is not a whim. In fact i have done everything i can to change these needs in me but they remain. At 42 I think they are here to stay. I am white professional male many would describe as successful (but not welathy) although I feel miserable becuase this need just eats away at me. Now I cannot live my tradtional life and want more. The search continues for this cuck. There are some genuine ones out there...........let us hope the ladies catch up with us....lol And finally excuse the typing I normally have a secretary for this sort of thing...lol Respectfully cuckUK
charlotte55 Member 33	# Posted: 9 Feb 2007 13:44:13 Reply sorry sorry sorry
cuckUK Member 60	# Posted: 9 Feb 2007 14:06:02 Reply lots of love charlotte its ok
cuckUK Member 60	# Posted: 9 Feb 2007 14:49:29 Reply Thanks for the post footstool. I appreciate that my chances of discovering my lady are very few and far between for me now whether on this site or elsewhere. Such ladies are very rare. A woman who allows her man to give himself totally while remaining 100% faithful to her and helping her in any way he can to be happy with other lovers or otherwise is a rare creature indeed. Thats the way I see it anyway. I may have the impossible task but when you stop searching your dead. Life is about the journey not the destination. Maybe one day without realising it she may come into my life. Who knows? Your not a fantasist footstool but like most genuine cucks unowned and fatalistic about your future as a result of the time wasting factor which is a feature of all online communities because by its very nature it is anonymous and therefore prone to fantasists. I wish you all the best as I do all genuine cucks and can only hope we find what we crave. Those of us that have had the joy of cuckoldry know that you cherish each other 24/7 and a relationship is a 24/7 thing but you cant play 24/7 and therefore life gets in the way. A genuine cuck still serves and cherishes the next morning or evening...........not just for play! It's a bit like a puppy is not just for christmas its for life......lol. Respectfully cuckUK

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