is to be cuckold my destiny?

Hi to all
I'm male from italy, 37 years old, married.
I'm not a bull. I'm slim, not muscled. My cock size is average but in effect i'm not a bull. I always had no problem to have sex with my wife and to satisfy her. This is what i thinked. Now i'm not sure.
Recently my wife seems to not be satisfyed by me.
She say she would like my cock was bigger. She feel my cock not so hard.
She say my performance are not so good cause my short duration and she would like to be fucked longer. Last but not least she is unsatisfyed by my insufficient ejaculation.
I feel humiliated and psichologically destroyed.
I started to wonder about beeing cuckolded. It's hard to admit but when i think of that i feel a sort of pleasure and excitation.
She never talk to me about cuckolding or about have sex with other men but i'm scared she could do it.
Moreover she always said black men have wonderful bodies and incredible dicks.
We are planning to make a vacation in USA and i started to be scared she could meet a black man.
Am i a potential cuckold? Is it my destiny? What should i do?
Please help me to understand.
giggio

Sei fritto ;)
Chiama quando vuoi...

grazie dell'incoraggiamento

I felt same with my wife, I've tried to stop her, but I couldn't; she likes o fuck other guys even I like or not

The sooner you guys accept your fate (as cuckolds) and start to enjoy it the better it will be for you. It's such an erotic and enjoyable feeling to watch my wife getting fucked good by another man that I can't think of anything I would rather be doing. I feel so priviledged to be able to witness her sexual act with the bull that I treat her like my queen following each of her sexual escapades. If you just accept your fate and enjoy it you will see that it's really a wonderful sex life.

ok, but she wants more guys !!!!

giggio,
ti scrivo in italiano che mi posso spiegare meglio.

Non voglio buttarti gi� ma da quello che racconti sembra che lei abbia gi� provato uno pi� dotato, pi� grosso, etc etc, come dice lei. Quella dell'eiaculazione poi
Potrebbe anche solo averne parlato con qualche amica.

Comunque quando una moglie inizia a fare paragoni bisogna alzare le antenne.

Se siete una coppia veramente unita, inserire un terzo che la possa soddisfare in quello che cerca, specialmente se si tratta di una storia passeggera in vacanza potrebbe funzionare. Anche tu potresti provare delle emozioni nel vedere la tua donna fare del sesso con un estraneo che non si possono descrivere.
Altrimenti come ti ho detto in precedenza sei fritto.

Spero che si capisca il tono di questa mia, non ho di certo la verit� in tasca e quindi sono curioso anch'io di sentire altri pareri.
Chiama quando vuoi...

You're already there, bud. Sit back and enjoy. It's like having a six figure income to do nothing. She'll do it all for you. Lucky bastad....