They know about my fantasy

I went out drinking with my exs friend on xmas eve and wee got drunk and started talking about my ex.

We started talking about how everyone in the office knew my ex fancied one of the consultants, and how she wanted to jump him. She ignored the comments about her being in a relationship. Then it came to the christmas party. She sat her friends down before it when they were drinking wine and told them that she was going to throw herself at this guy tonight and I told her it was ok.

Her friends didnt understand so she explained her I wanted her to cuck me.

I just sat there and didnt say anything then I bumbled out something about it ebign bullshit. Be she saw straight through it. So I admitted that yes I was a cuck. And that she wasnt lying and that she had my permission.

So he asked why and we talked about it briefly. And I ended up saying that nothing happened so it don't matter. She was shocked. My ex lied. The rumour flew round the company she wa sin an'open' relationship so come the night everyone watched while she in her tiny dress threw herself at him.

They watched while they kissed. They watched when they went to the corner and sat down. They watched him fondle her breasts.

They watched as she chickened out.

Hot yes. But I am so embarassed. I have not spoken to anyone who was there since. I know who knows and I cant believe they have acted so normally around me.

So embarassed.

don't be embarassed. Be proud

those who do not understand this just thinks she is a slut.

the rest of them, those with the same urge (which is actually a large percentage) envy you

take it as a man. good luck
A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

Well let's face it, oddone. There probably ARE a good number of these people laughing at you behind your back. And some will find it so amusing that they will tell others - who will also laugh. But so what? It's not the end of the world. After all, these people don't really care. They're just amusing themselves at your expense. That's human nature. Tomorrow they'll move on to someone or something else to make fun of. In the meantime i'll bet you are already getting aroused by the humiliation. And that memory will last forever. Right? So relax and have a great New Year!

I am embarassed by it as there are now some friends whove heard this rumour but they all just dismiss it as talk.

But I get so turned on knowing her friends know.
But they only know the basic stuff.
They dont know I want her to be gang blacked and filmed while I sit in the corner warming them up. Thye jsut think I wanted it as a bit of spice.

And thats ok with me I suppose.

bumpy

Im still horrified by it but kinda turned on people know!

Its now common knowledge that I was a cuck turns out she told her new bf and he spread it round their friends.