What do u think i should do?

Ive got chatting to a guy who lives near me about cuckolding and other forms of domination'humilation. He's married like myself and a few years older. It turns out he works for the same company as me in a managment position.

He known im only 4 inches, whereas he 6. He wants me to go to his house and have a wank/possible blow job. In our emails to each other i call him Sir and he addresses me as boy. I've told him i like wearing womens underwaer, including stsockings and suspenders. He's said he might buy me some to wear for him.

I'm not sure what to do?. i've wanted to try a bi experance for sometime.

If you feel comfortable with the way things have flowed and you want to act on your desire then you have an opportunity. The small positive is that you know of him via work in a way, so I am sure neither of you are wanting at this time others to know. If your respective wives are not yet ready for cuckolding in each respective relations, this can be a gateway to that. In that once you all become more friendly and get one wife involved then she can be of assistance in turning the other. Just some thoughts

Sounds to me like you are about to become a Cuck Sucker!
joe

thats what worries me. here i am a happily married man, and i might end up on my knees sucking a cock thats 50% bigger than my own.

I agree with joe
start serving him and become his property, this will make it easier for him to take complete control of both you and your wife

you can still be happily married and on your knees. it is ok that he is a bit bigger you will find some bigger and some about the same as you. you have mentioned you have been taking steps already towards at least the look. here you have a relatively safe area to explore your desire. as scarf eludes if you become his property then when more control comes over your wife it will be an easier transition for her knowing that she will be able to find pleasures with others and not to worry about you finding another woman. plus your relationship should grow closer as you both share in this.

you may be right the fact that he's so much bigger than me means i dont seem able to stop myself

relax and enjoy... deep down you know this is something you want.

when you do go to meet him, please him by wearing some of your women's clothes.. have you had talks with you wife about her finding other dates?

my wife would never go for it, buut i guess ur right deep down i do want him to dominate me

then go with your feelings.. you will be more satisfied that you have received what you are wanting. I would not say never about the wife. Many others on here had wives that "would never go for it" but with the write subltle convincing etc. the slowly move to date.. i am sure many of us on here will be able to assist you with that.. can you share anything about her with us as we work with you concerning your current desire.

Just go with it and let him be in control. He will make you the girl you want.

You should come out of the closet to your family.

my family knowing what a wimp i am would be the ultimate offense

in time they will know and then you can feel the offense if that what you desire. can you share the ages? remember you are doing what you are feeling that will also make you additionally happy. Not saying that you do not have a happy marraige..once you take the step and begin to experience more, are you wanting to get your wife involved and sharing her.