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sb64
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# Posted: 22 Feb 2008 15:05:45
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Thanks to everyone for the help. I think you are all right. I think that she has broken up with Brian as he did nto want to be part of a cukold relationship, he just wanted my wife.
I think that although she loved being woth Brian and clearly loved the sex at the end of teh day its not what she is looking for. I think that she does wntt to complete the fimminization process wih me. I don't know what this means, she has not told me if she wants me to be a girl full time, she has definitely read the Femme Your Hubby manual, I know she found it amazing (her words) and erotic. Not sure what that means for me exactly.
I asked her if she wanted to turn me into a girl and wanted me to have a sex change operation one day, her answer was, I havn't decided yet.
Last night she told me to come to her bedroom (yes she has made me move into the spareroom permanatly. I arrived wearing my pink spotted nightie. She said i looked so cute.
Wha a night we had mmmmmmm. One of the best since this whole thing started. She called me her sexy girlfriend. She lay on the bed and pulled me to her. mmm I love your smooth shaven body,as she rubbed her hands everywhere. Well over the next few hours, we kissed, hugged, licked, sucked and did everything except enter her. We are two girlfriends toinite my darling. I licked her to 3 orgasms. She told me I was not to take off my panties as she did not want to see my little clit as she called it. She rubbed me through my panties and it only took a minute to cumm in my panties. She let me sleep in our married bed.
Why can't it it always be like this??
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beatoffboy
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# Posted: 22 Feb 2008 16:22:27
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this post gets me off all the time it is by far the best post on this site but please do you have any pics of your wife or of you in girls clothes?
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 22 Feb 2008 17:00:10
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SB,
You are in a river in Egypt - the state of denial.
Did you think asking your wife about a sex change would shock her? How did you feel when she said, "I haven't decided yet?" Do you want a sex change?
You say, "I don't know what this means." Think about it - you are the sole bead winner in your household, correct? You're not yet ready to retire, correct? Do you think she wants to go to work full time, earn the same amount of money as you, and turn you into a full time maid? This isn't likely.
But that doesn't mean she isn't enjoying the power trip that she's on of conquering you. Let's review what she's accomplished:
- Cuckold
- Fully shaved body
- Purfumed bathes
- Full time panties
- disposed of all your male underwear.
- Stockings - she probably still let's you cover your ankles at work with socks, so that you won't loose your job.
- Chosen a female name
- Bought you a wardrobe of dresses
- Clip-on earrings and necklace
- Fully dressed twice in front of Brian
- Moved you out of the bedroom
Guess what, these are ALL milestones on the Femme Your Hubby road. Also saying "I haven't yet decided," is a FYH control phrase.
Here's what's next:
- Purse
- Pierced ears
- Out of the house fully dressed, to a restaurant
- Out of the house fully dressed to a TG bar, encourage you to flirt with men.
- Have you suck her strap-on
- Have you suck her next bull's penis and come in your mouth and swallow.
SB, all you need to do is read the Femme Your Hubby manuals. You're right on track. Enjoy the ride.
Here's the issue. Once she has fully conquered your manhood, you'll no longer be an interesting prey. You sound lonely - a night in the same bed with your wife where the only sex is you serving her is "what a night we had." How will she continue to satisfy her increasing thrist for power when she's conquered all that you have to give?
Wake up - she's on a selfish power trip, and you're enabling her all the way.
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 23 Feb 2008 14:30:35
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Well...denying you is very good...but has sense only if OTHERS fuck her a lot !
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sb64
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# Posted: 23 Feb 2008 15:38:11
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Thanks for teh responses, its great to know there are people actually reading my posts out there.
Blackmeatslut, I am not in denial, I know she is following teh manual, I have read it. A few points, we are well off and whilst not in a position to not work at all at this stage, we are happily well off enough to take some time off work, or take a job earning less. My wife inhereted some money and will get considerably more one day. Her parents are very wealthy.
As for what shes done so far, good summary list, she already bought me a handbag and she has taken me out for a drive and a quick walk in the park fully dressed, although it was very quiet and we didnt see anyone else. I am enjoyong the femminine side of this whole thing, I must admit I am surprised by this as initally I realyl resisted it, the idea horrified me, but I am likeing it more and more each time I do it. I have to admit, that I would find it hard to give it up if my wife tried to stop Chloe now.
As for sucking a guy, I dont think she will make me do that, but then again.....
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Jayj
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# Posted: 23 Feb 2008 15:51:56
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I agree this is the hottest post on this site by miles, Chloe is great to have you back psoting regularly. I muts however disagree with your last comment, I think absed on progress to date, you wife will not only mkae you suck one of her bulls, but within a short while one of those bulls will take your last vestige of manhood away. You know this is going to happen, your wife broke it off with Brian becasue he would not do the neccessary for her IMO.
My question to you Chloe is - how do you feel about being fucked by a bull?
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 23 Feb 2008 20:32:16
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Hi SB,
It sounds like you're pretty content, but I don't understand the bedroom situation - it sounds pretty isolating and unloving. Don't your get lonely? And why, just because AK Remenko says so?
Could I suggest asking your wife this? -
"Honey, I'm really trying to obey your wishes to feminize me, but I get so lonely when I have to sleep by myself. Can I sleep with you when you don't have a boyfriend over? I think it will keep us closer together."
Her response can be from love or from AK Remenko.
- AK would suggest Quid Pro Quo negotiation called - there's no such thing as a free lunch. Like, "If you want to sleep with me, you'll have to suck off my boy friends."
- A loved based response won't be a negotiation - only heart felt empathy.
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 24 Feb 2008 00:46:10
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SB, seen your answer, u're much more into the feminization trip than in the cuckolding...don't forget : your wife needs COCKS and SPERM for you to lick, and not your clicli...
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sb64
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# Posted: 24 Feb 2008 13:46:09
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This whole thing started as a cuckold thing the wife turned it into a femminization thing. I fought that part very hard at first as I had no femminine desires before this at all. I was and am very turned on by the idea of my wife fucking someone else. I know that I am not able to satisfy her and am happy in my place as a femminized cuckold.
I have recently started feeling very comfortable in female clothing and think thsi is now something I would like to continue, maybe thats my destiny i dont know.
Mrs let me sleep in her room last night, I asked her why she made me sleep in the spareroom, her answer was I dont know really I guess its incase I want to bring a real man home, so seeing i dont have one now you may as well sleep here for now.
jayj to answer your question I have no desire to be fucked by a bull, but I have accepted that I will do whatever my wife thinks is best for me, so if thats teh way she wants to go, then so be it. I still however dont think she wants to go down that route, I may be wrong.
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 24 Feb 2008 22:42:24
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This is what AK Remenko says about separate bedrooms. Since you've already readily accepted cuckold status and feminization, I don't thinks it's relevant:
"The wife will undoubtedly want in
future to "entertain" male guests and a hubby sharing her bedroom
simply isn't pragmatic. The concept of one's own "space" applies
here. An excellent preparatory step is therefore introducing the
gurl to the concept of her "own room". This will not be her
"bedroom" necessarily at first, just a place where she can store
her gurl things the usual excuse offered being insufficient master
bedroom closet and drawer space. (As an aside when separate
bedrooms are a fact, wives cursed with hubbies who snore or
continually toss and turn while asleep will discover a definition
of "rest" they forgot ever existed.)
"Many wives' boyfriends are understandably anxious about the
"jealous husband" scenario and having a hubby who is femmed,
dating men and in a separate bedroom go a long way toward reducing
such anxiety. In addition, the separate bedroom is evidence of
the hubby's cuckolded state and enhances the boyfriend's feelings
of exclusivity (even if only imagined) vis-…-vis the wife's sexual
favors. Additionally, the gurl will find having her own bedroom
(when it becomes so eventually) very practical when she
"entertains". It is unheard of for a wife to consider letting her
gurl use the wife's bed for such frolicking.
"There are plenty of techniques to be employed in getting the TG to
accept the concept of "her room". Joint shopping for furnishings
for the room, additional "treats" real or intangible and etc. are
most commonly employed. Furnishing the room in ultra feminine
style reinforces the gurl's self-image and is a very good
practice. The same concept should be extended to bath facilities
if possible. TGurls, even more than GG's, can accumulate a truly
awe inspiring collection of cosmetics, hair care products,
lotions, appliances and so on.
"Another key element in the separate room philosophy exists for the
wife who is really pushing for a high level of feminization. The
wife can't do much about hubby's male attire that MUST be
retained; after all if they're not working and producing a
paycheck what good are they? (Wives in need of more solitude may
choose to introduce the "second job" ostensibly to pay for
additional expenses related to femming.) If the TGurl can work as
a gurl there's no problem, but many can't. With two rooms, the
TGurl's male clothing remains in the wife's bedroom. With control
over the wardrobe thus established the wife should proceed to
reduce the inventory to the barest practical level."
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 25 Feb 2008 13:08:03
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It's your lives...I personnally hope she enjoys real cocks soon...and NEVER EVER your's, of course...
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sb64
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# Posted: 25 Feb 2008 13:49:29
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She is going out to a bar tonite with the same divoced friend she was with the night she met Brian. She told me not to wait up. I am excited that she has decided to start again, as she had been quite inactive since she broke it off with Brian.
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 25 Feb 2008 17:43:34
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Yeah, great ! Hope she gets what she needs, let us know !
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 28 Feb 2008 15:51:34
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It's been a few days...is she getting fucked nonstop, dear little Chloe ?
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sb64
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# Posted: 5 Mar 2008 15:01:24
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Well its been an interesting few days to be sure, and its fair to say we have taken another step down the path she is leading me down. She came home the other night at 4am. She woke me to say goodnite, lets just say it was obvious what she had been doing for the past few hours. Her hair was messed, her white top buttoned up all wrong, her bra missing, her boobs hanging out. In the morning at breakfast she looked stunning as alwasy, I said I dont know how you do it, she said a great fuck will do that for you.
Over breakfast, this is what she told me. I have been very soft on you Chloe very undemanding in fact. Partly because of Brian, who as you know was very into me, but not into cuckolding. Well now I am looking for a bull to fuck me and help me complete teh cuckolding process we have started. Complete? I thought we had finished months ago???
Oh no Girly, we have a way to go. She then set out what she still had in store for me. She told me that from now on I will be cleaning her out after her dates and that I have done it before and that must become a regular part of her dating. Secondly at some future time i would have to service a bull orally and that eventually, she will have her bull "bitch me" . i told her I was not sure about all this, she laughed at me and said I really don't have any option so I may as well enjoy it. And finally her bombshell, she wants me to start in hormones. i told her i wouldnt be comfortable starting right now. her answer was a short bitchy laugh saying let us see about that tomorrow.
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 5 Mar 2008 15:19:52
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Steven,
Have you passed the point of no return? Of course not, just say no and leave. That's your choice. Your wife has been clear from the beginning. This is where her path leads.
How do you feel about this? This is ultimate humiliation. Are you ready for this? You are choosing this path, because you haven't said no.
Links for hormones:
http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=12114
http://www.myevanesce.com/
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 5 Mar 2008 15:42:06
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Cleaning, fair enough !!! Il like the plural of "her dateS"...isnt'it much better if MANY men can enjoy her cunt ? So, your exclusion is much more complete...
As for hormones...dunno...better if some of your pityful manhood remains, in view of humiliation...and pain...
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 5 Mar 2008 15:47:06
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Cloe,
The best part of the second site are the forum discussion boards about men going through feminization:
http://www.myevanesce.com/forum/forum_show.pl
If you continue on this path, you need to pursue facial hair removal through either laser (if your hair is dark) or electrolysis.
A bigger issue is your employment and current relationships with everyone who knows you as a man, especially your children. Ask your wife what her plans are for those relationships, when you have breasts. This could cause VERY significant emotional trauma and personal identity for your children.
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beatoffboy
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# Posted: 6 Mar 2008 16:09:03
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omg thats so hot if u do go thorugh with it make sure u keep us posted and plzzzzzzzzz send pics
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 7 Mar 2008 17:54:14
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SB,
May I get spiritual?
You are a beloved child of our Creator, a person of worth and significance, who that Creator completely loves and accepts. He made you a male. Your whole life identity and relationships have been as a male.
Where will you be in 30 years? What will you have left? Relationships are very important. The impact of relationships transcends generations to our children and their children.
In the past year since you've begun this, you've had fun and so has your wife. But I ask you, don't you think this is getting pretty serious?
Have you talked to your wife about your children and impacts on your other life relationships? AK Rememko would have her finish this process and then blame you for having the idea. He doesn't care about you as a person, only as a conquest for your wife.
Steven, where are you going with this?
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sb64
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# Posted: 9 Mar 2008 14:28:51
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Thanks for your support everyone. I don't know where i am going, but I am actually enjoying the ride most of the time. Of cousre I am scared of going on hormones, but I am now loving dressing as a girl. I would never have thought so, but it just does feel right, I love my smooth body and the soft feel and femm smells from my bath oils and perfumes etc. I love the feel oof woman's clothes on my smooth body and I a much better looking girl than guy. My wife is right, I am not a real man, this is my destiny, maybe it always was? As for kids, work etc, well I have read a lot of websites about Post Ops and girls who have transitioned, it seems like they are able to deal with all those issues, so i guess I could to if it came to that.
I know too, that my wife cannot force me to take hormones, if i do it will be because i want to.
Chloe
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beatoffboy
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# Posted: 9 Mar 2008 23:05:30
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that is so hot plz can we see sissy pics of u?
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blackmeatslut
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# Posted: 11 Mar 2008 05:29:16
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SB,
It's been several days since your Wife said "we'll see about that tomorrow." So what's happened?
Are you sure your Wife can't force you to take hormones? Do you remember the unexplained impotence? What do you think that was?
Have you thought of talking to a counselor. Ask about the impact on your children. Once your ex finds out, no more visitation. Your kid's identity will be impacted, big time. Have you asked your wife about how she thinks this will affect your kids?
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sb64
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# Posted: 15 Mar 2008 15:50:09 · Edited by: sb64
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Well, lets say that my wife has had a fun few weeks. She went back to the bar again and went home with a guy. Again she came home very late and woke me to say goodnite. The next morning she told me at breakfats that on wedsday night, Jamie the guy she met the night before was coming over. She informed me that Jamie has had relationships with married woemn often and had been involved in a few cuckold relationships. She told me that I would be watching and partcipating... OMG I was stunned, what does partcipate mean? I asked. Whatever Jamie and I want. That was all she was prepared to say. Well I could not get the thoughts of what was in store for Wednesday out of my mind. I was so excited but yet so terrified, what if they make me do things I dotn want to do?
Well finally wednesday came, I got back from work early, my wife texed me telling me to get dressed as Chloe in my short black skirt and my pink top. I shaved and made myself up and was dressed and making dinner when she came home with Jamie much to my surprise.
I will never get used to teh feeling of humiliation standing there dressed as a girl, I felt so helpless, but yet so excited, hard to explain really. I was instructed to serve dinner and to eat by myself in the kitchen like a maid. I did so and when I brought in the coffee, they had moved to the couch and were locked in a deep kiss, bodies entwined, his hand insdie her top. OMG I am watching my wife kissing a man!!! Her hand was gently rubbing her crotch, i just stood there until she noticed me an instructed me to serve the coffee. A bit later they went to her bedroom, 10 minutes later he called me. I went up to the bedroom heart pounding. She was lying on the bed, her clothes stil on, but her eyes were closed, she had clearly had an orgasm. Jamie told me to sit in the chair and watch them. i did so, knees shaking, what was going to happen. It was so differnt to Brian, who clearly was putting up with me.
Sorry shes just arrived home have to continue later I am sorry, not doing this on purpose
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 15 Mar 2008 16:14:48
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OK it's a good reason...you have to SERVE her !
Happy for Jamie and her...your feminization is much less exciting than her pleasure...the pleasure to humiliate you, and more of all to enjoy spunk explosions in her cunt...her delicious cunt, available to the random guy and never ever to you anymore...
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sb64
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# Posted: 17 Mar 2008 14:37:29 · Edited by: sb64
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I sat in the chair, it was like a dream, Jamie lay on top of my wife and they started kissing, within seconds i think they totally forgot about me. They tore at each others clothes and i were like two tigers clawing at each other. She almost screamed fuck me Jamie, do it NOW!!!.
It was as if I was floating in the air looking down on the scene. There I was, a girl sitting demurely watching my wife lying on the bed, legs wrapped around Jamie, being pounded, his large cock driving in and out of her. Yes!! yes!! yes!! she was shouting.
My emotions were all ovre the place, so tunred on, so humiliated, so happy, so sad. I think she orgasmed 3 times before he came inside her. And then it happened, he pulled out from her and he said to me come over here Chloe. My heart was pounding, what did they have on store for me? what would I say? what would I do? I sat on the bed, he pointed at my wifes pussy, clean her up he commanded.
Well I had of course cleaned her once before, but that was different, that was after she got back from a date with Brian, this is live and fresh. But what choice did i really have, I knelt on the bed and lay between my darling wifes legs, stuck my toungue out and gently licked. Jamie put his hand on my head and pushed me, my face crashed right into her pussy, clean her up properly Chloe he demanded. So i did, his cumm was all over my face all mixed witth her juices. She came again, like an animal, I must have licked her for a good 20 minutes. Ok he said thats enough, thats all for you for tonight, maybe we will have more in store for you next time. I got up off the bed, I had of course cumm in my panties, I stood there feeling like a slut, probably looking like one too. One last look at my wife dozing happily, and off I went to my bedroom. I didnt sleep much all night, i was just to emotional and too mixed up. Thanks for all the support
Chloe
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Brutus2
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# Posted: 17 Mar 2008 16:10:10
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Waaaaaw...il love this, Chloe ! Mooore !
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Vol92
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# Posted: 19 Mar 2008 01:43:27
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Awesome! Thank you for sharing. I always enjoy your posts.
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sb64
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# Posted: 28 Mar 2008 16:12:44
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Not a good week, wife and I had a huge fight. She told me she wants me to start taking female hormones leading to eventually going fulltime as a woman possibly in 2 to 3 years. Well I put my foot down and said no, that was not the answer she expected. I told her that I am not going to be femminized, I have no desires to be a woman and that I will not take hormones nor go fulltime. I told her I like the feel of the female clothing occasionally. But i am not a girl nor will I ever be one. I told her I love ebing a cuckold and love the feeling of humilation and that dressing as a girl added to the humiliation, which is in part what I like.
Well she was not at all happy, in fact she did not talk to me for 3 days. Then she said we have to talk. She said, what if i dont agree with what you said? i said then i will have to reconsider the who arragement. She said, you dont seriously think we will ever go back to the way things were? you dont think I will ever let that pathetic little thing of yours ever enter me do you? She said you have 3 choices. non negotiable 1) continue as is, continue to be femminized, leading to transition and possible surgery one day. Stay living together as best girlfriends 2) She will agree to stop teh femminization process, i agree to up 'the anti' on the cuckolding, this would include my wearing a form of chastity of her choosing AND oral and anal involvement with her boyfriends when she wants. Plus she can still make me dress as a girl for her entertainment but not regularly or 3) Pack my bags and leave
She gave me 24 hours, to decide, she told me that the options were in her order of prefence, but that she still loved me and was dissapointed with what I had done to her.
Well I still love this woman so my obvoius choice was Option 2. She didnt say anything when i told her of my choice, just a slight smile. So friends this is where I am awaiting her next move
Thanks for all the support and advice
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aceone
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# Posted: 28 Mar 2008 18:26:05
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Wow such a change in events. Keep us updated on the progress of what she wants and what you get. This has all become very interesting.
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