tinydickjohny99
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#271 Posted: 26 Aug 2008 04:25
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so how about an update of whats going on its been awhile
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sb64
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#272 Posted: 29 Aug 2008 16:12
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quick update, she has popped out to the shops. Laser is good, i have never specially liked body hair. Not embarassed at all. I am wearing normal work clothes, no change except for underneath.
She had Ian over the oher night, he couldnt make it last week. I was unsure what woudl happen, as the last time Ian was over he took my virginity. Jenn made me dress up ina very sexy short skirt and see through top. I had to opne the door and serve them drinks. They started getting into each other on the couch, they were kissing and within minutes had his hand up her skirt. They went off to her bedroom whithout saying a word. I wanst sure what would happen. I spent the night in my room, expecting to be called to help clean up, or more, but it didnt happen. I eventually feel asleep fully dresed on my bed and woke up in the mornign to find Ian had gone. Jenn said that they were having such a hot time that they forgot all about me. I have to admit, I was dissapointed and felt quite let down. My feelings suprised even myself, I guess I wanted to feel Ian's hard cock inside me again, I think I need to feel that humiliations again. Jeen said mayeb next time.. she was very pleased that I was so keen and rewarded me with a 'girly session' of kissing hugging and rubbing. I had my first orgasm for weeks and my first with her for ages, it felt so good when she rubbed me through my panties and I made a huge mess in les than a minute.
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sillyfemdude
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#273 Posted: 31 Aug 2008 03:09
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Steven,
Were you thinking about Ian's big hard cock? Would you have liked to have been on your back with your legs in the air, a pillow under you to let Ian take you, with your legs spead, up in the air, resting on his shoulders? Wouldn't you have felt so vulnerable and submissive? Would you have reached out and touched his cock. Would you have sucked it?
How do these thoughts make you feel? Vulnerable, submissive, humiliated? Isn't that exciting?
Isn't isn't that you're attracked to a man. It's all about feeling submissive in real life. It's about being vulnerable, serving, submissive.
SFD
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sillyfemdude
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#274 Posted: 16 Sep 2008 04:45
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SB
What's new?
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sillyfemdude
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#275 Posted: 25 Sep 2008 11:52
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And......?
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Little Boy
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#276 Posted: 2 Oct 2008 21:32
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Hello SB64!??!
How ya holding up?
XO
LB
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sillyfemdude
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#277 Posted: 17 Oct 2008 23:15
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SB
It's been several weeks since we've heard from you. How are you doing?
SFD
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sillyfemdude
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#278 Posted: 23 Oct 2008 11:57
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SB
Are you OK? Are you still here? It's been almost two months since we've heard from you.
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sillyfemdude
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#279 Posted: 16 Nov 2008 01:47
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It's a shame that this thread has gone quiet. I hope SB is connected with others in this adventure that his wife is taking him on. He really needs some support. She wanted him to be active in TG sites. I guess this one doesn't qualify.
SFD
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jones1344
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#280 Posted: 14 Dec 2008 23:36
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I know that I have really enjoyed reading this. There are many things that I would like my wife to incorporate into our life, though not all. Like most people, my story is similar yet slightly different.
SB, I hope to hear an update from you.
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sb64
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#281 Posted: 19 Feb 2009 13:14
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Hi everyone
Sorry I have been away so long. I am not allowed on the computer unsupervised because I posted the story here without telling her. She has a password on the computer, but she forgot to log off tonight when she went out with her boyfriend. So here I am.
Not a lot to report, life has settled down into a nice routine. I am Chloe at home and Steve at work. People at work have noticed that I am smooth, they just think I am excentric, I dont care anyway
My Goddess has had a boyfriend for the last few months, she sees him once or twice a week, often at our place. They have actjually gone out for dinner tonight. They let me watch sometimes, but I am not involved.
She did bring a guy home for both of us about a month ago, I must admit I loved being a slut for him. So life is good, I will try keep in touch, thanks for all messages of support and all your concerns.
SB
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bullfluffnswallow
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#282 Posted: 19 Feb 2009 14:33 · Edited by: bullfluffnswallow
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Quoting: sb64 # Posted: 3 Jun 2008 19:51:15 · Edited by: sb64 Reply Quote Report OMG OMG OMG its happend, where do i start, after the last post telling you about the fist time i watched her with Ian, it was amazingly different to when i watched her with Brian, Then it was like she was in control, and I kinds felt all was fine because of that. It was very erotic and of course she made me swallow a mouthful of Brian's cumm after her blowjob on him. But with Ian it was different, he was in total control, I felt totally helpless and humiliated, he made me play with myself, I have only ever done that once for my wife ever. I have read up an lot about cuckolding, I suspected wheree this was all going to head, I was not sure how or of I was going to be able to handle what was sure to lie ahead some time in the future, but not in a million years did i suspect what happend the next time. So 2 nights ago, Ian came over again. He came in took one look at me and said why are you dressed like that, I want you femminized and now! I said, but my Jenn and I had agreed that i wouldnt have to do that anymore, he said, I am not Jenn, I call the shots now, Gulp, I felt so weak, so pathetic, but yet so compliant, off i went, i shaved, amde myself up and dressed in a shrt skirt and top, I came quietly into the room, they were on the bed, he was pounding into her, she was clucthing , clawing at his back saying Nah, nah nah, yesss baybeeeeeeeeee. I didnt think they noticed me, i sat in the corner, quietly. After some time passed, he clearly came in her, and they lay still. After about 10 minutes he turned to me and said come here bitch. Oh oh, I thought i get to clean her out again, I was getting used to it. I approached the bed, he said to my wife , she looks quite good,I think its time don't you? She said oh yes I think it is well past time. Time for what? I thought OMG, he is going to make me suck him, oh oh oh!! I dont know about that, I doint think i am up for that. get on the bed bitch, I sat down, not like that, climb on the bed. I I im not.. shut it he said, you look like a girl ist time to get fucked like a girl. He said what!!!! OMG No no i said, I am not ready for that. Not ready? ready he said, get on your knees. Baby said my wife you know its time, but I thought, well i knew this day would come one day, but not yet, I havtn even sucked a guy yet, or even touched another mans penis ever. She laughed, another mans??? babygirl do it for me, come on. I didnt know how I felt, I was so mixed up, before I knew it I was on my hands and knees and he was behind me, he lifted my skirt up and pushed my panties aside, he put a blob of something wet and slimy on me and rubbed it. Then I felt his cock pressing at my virgin hole. My wife sat next to me facing him, her face was right next to mine, she said to me, you will love this honey trust me. I just looked at her. Slowly he pushed that big cock into me, the pain was quite something, but he never gave up. What a stud he is she said, see how hard he is even after coming in me. Well it felt as if i were being split in 2, it didnt feel good at all, but he never stopped the pressure, it felt as if I was going to burst, he said I am inside your pussy now, you are no longer a virgin. OMG i didnt know what to think, I was so humiliated, here I was with a guys huge prick up insdie of me, right in front of my wife. I was very uncomfortable, i didnt notice that she was holing my hand and encouraging me gently. It seemd like ages OMG, OMG, OMG i just reread a bunch of this posting and spunked all over myself when i read this de-mannig scene!!!! (See that date for remainder of the tale...it would'nt all fit) i hope one day to have this happen to me,too!!!  Of course, unlike SB, i will have sucked lots of cock already...LOTS   THANK YOU SB for the update, t Who's Your Bitch.single,cuz not man enuf to attract a woman.
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Little Boy
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#283 Posted: 23 Feb 2009 23:23
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Dear SB64, So nice to hear from you, you little sissy-slut  XO LB |
sillyfemdude
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#284 Posted: 27 Feb 2009 03:04
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Steve
Thank you for the update. How close are you with your wife? Do you feel closer or more isolated than before all this started two years ago.
Best Wishes,
sfd
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oxf_acr
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#285 Posted: 23 Apr 2009 17:39
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I just want to say thanks to sb64 for posting all of this, it's a wonderful and inspirational read.
If you read this, please do keep us updated, even if it's not on this site where your wife can find it. I think we're all desperately curious to find out more about how things are now and how your life as a cuck has progressed while you've been absent from the site.
Best wishes,
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Jayj
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#286 Posted: 27 Apr 2009 10:24
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Yes I echo the above, would so love to hear from you SB64, hope all is going well
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sillyfemdude
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#287 Posted: 1 Jun 2009 05:42
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Steven/Chloe
What's happening in your life?
SFD
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sillyfemdude
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#288 Posted: 13 Jun 2009 20:39
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sorry Jenn,
i don't want to let this thread die.
Steven
have you started hormones yet?
sfd
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sillyfemdude
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#289 Posted: 27 Jul 2009 12:14
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Steven / Chloe
How are you doing?
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sb64
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#290 Posted: 3 Aug 2009 07:46
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Hi to all, thanks so much for the support and interest. Nothing really new to report, life is good. I really do appreciate the posts< i wish I ahd soemthing interesting to tell you.
Life is acrrying on as 'normal" if you can call it that. I cannot remember when last I entered my wife, I doubt I ever will, does this trouble me, in a way I guess, but the reality is life is great, we are closer on many levels than ever before, I guess to soem extent we are girlfriends now rather than husband and wife. We are discussing my going on hormones this is soemthing I do wnat to do now, so its really a case of how and when not if. Where will it end? I really dont know.
I will try keep up postign here, I have earned back my free access to teh computer and she knows I may post here so I can try be a bit more regular now
Thanks again for the support
Chloe
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sillyfemdude
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#291 Posted: 4 Aug 2009 06:14
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Thank you for the update. How does your face look now? Are you done with electrolysis? Are you still sleeping in the same bedroom as your wife? Do you share any sort of intimacies? Have you had any complications at work or with your family of living fem? Do you ever have dates with men?
Sorry for so many questions. I still think about you.
sfd
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sb64
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#292 Posted: 5 Aug 2009 06:05
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Yes I am done with everything, I am quite nice and smooth right now, its really very nice. Yes I do usually sleep in the same bedroom, well lets say I do most nights, of course when she is entertaining men I dont and some nights she makes me sleep in my room as she calls it. We have decorated a spare bedroom in pink and full of all my nice girly clothes and stuff.
Regarding intimacies, we do have a kiss and cuddle from time to time and she lets me service her with my mouth when she is horny and can't find a man. But she never touches me in a sexual way. I am allowed to please myself up to twice a week, but the rules are, I have to be dressed femm, have to rub myself through my panties, and i have to be reading or watching Tranny porn.
I am not allowed to date men, all sexual activity I have had with men have been in her company, when one of her boyfriends has serviced me, she loves watching and it drives her crazy with lust, but its only happned 3 times I am not sure why it has happened so few times.
Thanks for the interest, happy to answer any questions.
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sillyfemdude
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#293 Posted: 6 Aug 2009 02:49
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I know before you had absolutely no interest in men. If your wife still ascribes to RJ Remenko, she should accept that you'll start getting interested. A good ice breaker is an M4M massage. For your birthday, why not ask for one at your house so she can watch. Look in google for your area for M4M erotic massage. It sounds like you could use some nurturing, touching and intimacy.
Have you had any issues being semi-fem at work or with your family? Did you get your ears pierced yet? Do you have styled hair? Do you wear stockings to your job?
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Little Boy
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#294 Posted: 9 Aug 2009 00:06
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It's so nice to hear from you Chloe!
XO
LB
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sillyfemdude
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#295 Posted: 10 Aug 2009 05:03
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Chloe,
I've re-read some of your posts. I had forgotten all you said because it had been a while since you posted.
You said before that you had NO interest in men but were only obeying what Jenn wanted. Is that still the same? You say now that you want to start hormones - that's a change in your feelings. Have any of you other feelings changed since you've been Chloe for so long?
I feel sad that you're in a situation where no one will touch you or give you sexual stimulation.
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sb64
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#296 Posted: 10 Aug 2009 09:39
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SFD
Please whatever you do do not be sad for me, I have never been happier in my life, I love everythign thats going on, if I didnt I would walk away.
I now realise that Jenn knew me better than I knew myself, all along she was right, as she told me the other day, there is a beautiful girl inside me struggling to get out. As soon as Jenn was brave enough to do something about it, life has been great. Yes I do want to go on hormones, I dont care what they think at work, ears are pierced, hair is not styled.
I dont really have much interest in things sexual I would much rather cuddle with Jenn. I love the fact that she is getting what she needs from real men, that still turns me on a lot.
Life is great
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sillyfemdude
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#297 Posted: 13 Aug 2009 05:56
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Chloe
Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
Your new real life resonates with my own fantasies about being vulnerable and humiliated. May I ask some more about what you're feeling?
Do you feel different dressed as Chloe than you did as a man? Vulnerable, submissive, humilated - how does it feel? Do you ever go out of your house fully dressed as Chloe? Have the neighbors seen you? How did that feel? Do you worry about being "read" as really being a man dressed up?
I imagine you've gotten into a routine, maybe being Chloe provides no special feelings anymore?
SFD
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sb64
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#298 Posted: 13 Aug 2009 16:38
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SFD
Yes I do feel different as Chloe, I feel great, I now feel like its me, I am definitely more submissive and femm when I am Chloe. I don't feel humiliated at all, actually the opposite, the irony is I think I look much better as a girl than I do as a guy.
Yes I have been out numerous times, been out dancing with Jenn even, that was quite an experience, lovely feeling dancing in a skirt.
I don't worry about being read, I don't care, I know I look quite good thats all thats important
I do feel very humilaited when Jenn has guys over, she always makes me answer the door and usually picks out an outfit for me that adds to my humiliation. The last time she had a new guy over I had to answer the door and then serve them drinks ina very short flimsy pink nightie.
Being Chloe is still special, I always get a kick and now love the femm feelings, girls have it so much better than guys so much lovely clothes & accessories.
Neghbors have met Chloe, most people know about her
Ask any questions you like SFD, happy to answer
Chloe
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sillyfemdude
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#299 Posted: 15 Aug 2009 21:36
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Chloe
It sounds like your sex drive is low now. Is this true and is this different than before? Do you still get morning erections?
sfd
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sb64
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#300 Posted: 18 Aug 2009 06:11
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SDF
Sex drive is very low, it was never high, even before all the cuckolding stuff. Maybe that was aprt of the problem.
Jenn told me she found a new boyfriend, stay tuned for soem action where her words, not sure what that means
Morning what??? lol
Chloe
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