A small question

Hi there,
I was wondering. How many of the cucks here are usually more dominant and are actually well hung.

I was talking to a friend of mine and they thought it was rather strange that I considered myself a cuck and had those types of fantasies.

I'm dominant in most aspects of my life and even in the bedroom, yet I have this desire to be with this one girl who I've known for a while who has been with over 40 guys in the last year. The more I hear about her with these guys for a few nights, the more turned on I am.

I'm 9" and I don't really have the predilection for extreme humiliation... but I have a great desire to clean her.

Just wondering what could be shared.

Thanks.

Ben