Entry for January 01, 2009
NEW YEAR!!!!!
Well, here goes, Another year that it looks like I am gonna have to spend with my parents. You should understand how much they hate me!!!!! They really do. You all know what a complete asshole my DAD is. And my MOM is a man hating dyke. She hates me for LIKING PORN and thoes types of girls. Yet she sits there watching STUPID COP DRAMAS written by lesbians. That are ANTI-SEX. Every night there is some stupid cop drama on prime time TV Showing someone getting raped molested and or KILLED!
But lets go back!!! My mom used to do everything she could using my brothers to make me jealous! I am guessing it is out of attention. But her and her friends have always been INCREDIBLE BITCHES TO ME! When I was growing up. But they would let other kids inculding my brothers GET AWAY WITH EVERYTHING. Hell My mom used to sit on my chest. And tell my sister and brothers to run around the house Screaming HE's A MANIAC MANIAC ON THE FLOUR!!!!!! and she thought this was FUNNY!
My dad and his ASSHOLE FRIENDS (some of them KLAN members)!!!! Knew I was molested, but instead of doing anything about it. They just treated me like a girl!! My cunt mom used to call my Justina. Cause when she would get my siblings to gang up on me. I would "GIVE HER THE COLD SHOULDER"! Both my parents are very imature to say the least. Thier humor is Down right EVIL. They laugh at thoes lesbian written cop dramas. You know when the Male Partner says or does something. And the female partner chastizes hom for it. Or thoes dumb family dramas. Like Everybody loves RAYMOND. It is very plain to see thoes people hated eachother. Like on All in the Family. But to my family, and most people around Johnstown, PA. They think this is funny. So much so that when my younger brother calls my sister FAT. They think it is hilarious.
My DAD is a incredible asshole!!!!!!! Nothing was ever good enough for this GUY at all! Just trust me on that. A couple years ago when I quit my Job cause I was suppended for telling a girl she had nice legs. A girl who was flirting with me at the time!!!!! I got a job at an ADULT BOOK STORE. FOR $9.00/hour. 2 dollars more than any restaruant would pay me. Even with my resume WHICH IS DAMH GOOD. Trust me!!!!
Anyway, They would give me the money!!! Just some gas money all I needed I would have taken the job. It was a 40 minute commute. But I would have gotten the job, be able to be moved out by the end of the winter!!!! I would have been around people who were alot like me!!!! But they wouldn;t give me the money at all!!!!!!!! My DAD would bitch about Printer ink!!! When he saw how many resumes I was printing up, and mailing to local restaruants. Asking for a managers position. The cheap son of a bitch!!!!! Then had the nerv to yell at me. "WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK ME FOR HELP? I WOULD HAVE HELP YOU KEEP YOUR TRUCK!"""" When the bank reposessed it in febuary of 2007. Just a couple months ago I was getting phone calls from a Talent/modeling agency. However thier fee to represent me was about $200. You think my parents lent me the money????
I can't tell you how many times I tried to run away when I was little. But the thing was my DAD raised us. in a town my mom grew up in. So I was surrounded by my moms side of the family. and they were JUST AS BAD AS MY PARENTS. Depressed Bitter hateful resntful people.
When I think about how many summer football camps And track and field camps I was invited to. Through out highschool. But MY PARENTS COULD NOT AFFORD IT. When you think about School, They never had money for the type of essetials I felt i needed. LIKE better calculators because I struggled in math and certain sciences that involved that kind of math..
You already know form reading past blogs how certain teachers treated me. Much the way my parents Priests and NUNs did. I honestly think My parents are devil worshipers. And so are thier friends. And I was constantly being beat down mental physically and emotionally. FOR A REASON!!!!!!! People do do this, they follow the lead of a preacher priest or teacher. Single out a certain person. Barrade them constantly, until they POP and KILL SOMEONE. Or them selves. Then they turn to The religious leader. AND ASK WHY DOES GOD LET THIS HAPPEN?
So here I sit are country in a full blown Depression. Because CEO's refused to pay workers decent benifits. and We refuse to work with out them. Health care is unaffordable unless you are in a UNION. So what did the republicans do?? They started passing laws to stop us from doing things that are "UNHEALTHY">>> 32 years young i have never been healthier. Honestly I have never been happier!!!!! More content with myself.
I know I know right, I am a grown man I should be able to get a JOB! Period so get off my ass. and do something instead of complaining about it. That is exactly what some of you are thinking. and the very thing I would expect to come out of my parents Mouth!!!! That kind of ignorant Tough love CRAP!@
But what you don;t realize is that A couple years ago. Law makers in PA passed a law. Giving employers The right to fire anyone at any given time FOR NO REASON! On top of that, There are labor laws in PA that say Single males how do not have to pay alomony or child support DO NOT HAVE ANY RIGHTS!!!!!!
I can't stand my family especially my parents. I completely gave up on them When they tried to break me up with my highschool girlfriend. It wasn't like they were trying to show me. There were more girls out there. Blah Blah. They were jealous!!! you should have heard some of the comments my dad would make to her ABOUT ME! And my MOM lets just say I heard her say once Thoes Two make me SICK. How could they be so happy? my girlfiends mom came to watch a football game of mine in highschool. She asked my mom aren;t you afraid of your son getting hurt? My mom said NO I am more afraid of him hurting someone and me getting sued!!!!
Such is my life. I suppose up untill now. A WINNER RAISED BY LOSERS!!!!
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