| Author |
Message |
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 14 Jul 2007 02:16:12
Reply
Well, it's been a week of doing that stupid job and wearing those stupid clothes! I told my wife I couldn't do it anymore, that it was too embarrasing.
She said that's she is still looking for something else for me in my field but right now it was hard to get a job in that area.
I'm doing ALL the housework now to boot! My wife said it's good practice for me. She's upped my dosage of estrofem and the spiro now too.
I'm taking 200 mg of spiro eveyday and 8 mg of estrofem. My nipples are more tender now than they've they've ever been. I asked my wife why they hirt so much and when will they stop being so tender. She said that it takes a long time and they stay sore and tender the entire time that my breasts are growing. If I even bump them it hurts!
My bras' are getting tight on me again too. I think I need bigger bra's now to hold my breasts as they are pushing out of the ones I have.
My wife said they should help me get better tips but I still stay buttoned up.
I think we are going on another double date tomorrow too. I'm glad I have off so I can sleep in and rest my legs.
I would like to feel a cock inside of me again though. Funny how I miss something that I never thought that I would ever want.
Just don't want it to be black again.
|
tanyahowes
Member
75
|
# Posted: 26 Jul 2007 22:16:37
Reply
Katie, I really love the way you have described the changes and emotions you have been through. I feel I have been there with you all the way. You are so lucky and looks like more to look forward to in the future. I am majorly jealous of you getting all that black cock, one of my things on my must do list!
Having a girly job is the only way to go and starting with a menial one like waitressing reminds you of your true status in the community.
I am now torn between taking more hormones or just waiting to save up for a boob job, getting a bit impatient now.
Love to hear more
Tanya xx
|
bamamoon
Member
38
|
# Posted: 2 Aug 2007 18:28:32
Reply
Well, I haven't taken hormones, but the tricor and lipator I have taken over the years has shrunk my cock from six to four inches when hard. Not sure if it will continue. I would like to get down to about three inches hard.
|
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 3 Aug 2007 04:40:32
Reply
Hi Tanya
It's been awhile since I posted here so I guess I should start by updating things.
Things have changed at home quite a bit as I now usually sleep in the spare bedroom whenever my wife's boyfriend stays over which is like every other night at least. Emotionally it was kind of strange because it hurt but at the same time it was kind of liberating too if that makes sense. Guess you have to tie that to the "new me" emotionally.
I miss being a man, I miss being with my wife. At the same time, I'm kind of "resigned" to what I am. It's almost like it's "comfortable".
I greatly enjoy sex as a woman. I love sucking cock, and I love the feel of a cock filling me. It's so different and yet I really like it!
My "thing" is all but gone after all the hormones and drugs and it doesn't even get firm yet alone hard. Of course that makes it very easy to tuck back and hide giving me a nice smooth look even when I'm only in panties.
I also found that if I hold it down between my legs with my hand, I use a dildo on myself and it feels and looks like it's going inside of me just like if I had a real cunt. And it feels soooo good sliding in and out of me. My wife has helped me with it sometimes too and it feels even better then.
I still double date with my wife some times and her boyfriend set me up with the black guy again too which I still really resent. Especially when I have his cock in my mouth and he's feeling my boobs up. Don't know why but it really bothers me with him and I know you may be asking why I don't just walk away but it's because I don't want to embarrass my wife or make her mad at me. We ALWAYS differed on our opinion of black people. I didn't care to be around them at all and she had a problem with me being that way.
I still don't have any set plans for SRS yet, but my body continues to change more and more. My waist has gotten smaller too (good diet) and my butt bigger giving my a really nice shape. And of course my boobs have gotten bigger to but not a whole lot. I'm a full B cup now for sure.
That was another thing with that black guy, he told my wife I should get implants and she started talking more about it too then.
I figure with just the hormones, I won't get any bigger than a C cup (I hope) but they were talking about me having implants to make me a D cup at least. Believe me, you DON'T want any bigger than a C! The B cup is plenty big for me. I enjoy them a lot but it's also a matter of comfort and practicality.
I know what you mean about the job but I got out from the waitressing. It was really hard on the legs and back. Instead now I work in a hotel as a maid. I clean rooms now and it's a bit more tedious but at least I'm not getting my butt smacked all the time from strangers. I still wear a goofy dress for a uniform and semi high heels as I do still want to look good.
So that's where I'm at now. I love having sex as a woman, I work in "a menial woman's job", and my body is still changing.
Oh, and I know that black guy really enjoys fucking me but I feel really demeaned being with him.
My wife said she thought we made a nice couple and I started crying so she let it go then. At least for the time being.
Good luck with you decision and be careful what you wish for.
|
clive anthony
Member
160
|
# Posted: 8 Sep 2007 18:52:48
Reply
i am on clomid and estrofem and have been for 3 years this has resulted in large rounded hips and bottom also a firm pair of breasts the dosage is controld by my wife .she was very happy to see my small penis start to shrink and recede and she tells me to masterbate but i was so small i couldnt grip myself and ultamatly the question of surgery came up and it has been spoken that my penis and balls should go and two lower ribs be removed to help my womanly figure.
she says i must get used to things as they are if i want any sex relief from time to time.
|
clive anthony
Member
160
|
# Posted: 8 Sep 2007 23:28:24
Reply
yuor ladies urine is a good supply of female hormones and in time like me you will come to enjoy the taste of the still warm fluids and if drank direct from her it will enforce her superiority over you.
she says i must get used to things as they are if i want any sex relief from time to time.
|
clive anthony
Member
160
|
# Posted: 8 Sep 2007 23:32:33
Reply
Irza_cuckold
you look stunning my figure is coming but my breasts are slow to grow
she says i must get used to things as they are if i want any sex relief from time to time.
|
cccm
Member
135
|
# Posted: 27 Sep 2007 04:00:37
Reply
any updates Katiez How are things going?
|
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 27 Sep 2007 05:17:59
Reply
Hi
I know it's been awhile now and sorry for not keeping in touch. this was a good "outlet" for me during all the changes.
I'm still progressing with my body changes from all the hormones and "anti hormones" (to block the male stuff).
I think I really look good in a bikini now too with a really nice jiggle. At least my wife tells me that!
I still have my job waiting tables and wear the goofy waitress dress and yes I leave the top unbuttoned to "show off". You really do get much better tips doing that.
I truly am only my wife's girlfriend now. We do things together like going to the beach and of course shopping.
my wife said that no one would ever believe that I used to be a guy anymore. I took it as a compliment.
I do have a regular boyfriend, Jason, the black guy that I originally told you about. He keeps wanting me to get a boob job. He thinks I should be at least a "D" cup. So I'm saving for it now with all my tips and pay.
He always says I give the best blow jobs he ever had!
When he takes me the other way, I usually have to wear a tampon to keep it from running down my legs. It's embarassing when that happens! I learned quickly. So now I ALWAYS carry tampons in my purse.
My "clit"has gotten so small from all the anti male pills that I have no choice but to sit whenever I pee now. I certainly is not a problem showing through my clothes for sure.
Well, don't know what else to say anymore but thanks for listening and your support.
If you have any questions, please ask them and I'll try to answer.
Kathy
|
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 2 Oct 2007 00:07:48
Reply
Hi again
I forgot to talk about the most important part of what's been going on. My wife has started talking about me getting married to Jason. She loves to talk about it. She is constantly bringing it up and saying things like she can't wait to see me in my weding dress and how much fun it will be for HER to be MY maid of honor!
She shows me pictures in magazines of different wedding dresses and we talk about how they would look on me.
When we are out shopping, (in the lingerie departments) we'll look at nightgowns for my wedding night.
I didn't think she was serious at first but this has been going on for several weeks now.
Pop the pills and suck it in (literally).
Kathy
|
cccm
Member
135
|
# Posted: 3 Oct 2007 04:05:36
Reply
And How do you feel about it? Are you willing? And is Jason? Would you all live together or what? Any Ideas how you can make your wedding night special for him?
|
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 6 Oct 2007 20:54:25
Reply
In answer to how i feel about it; Sometimes I wish all this had never happened. One of those "be careful what you wish for things".
But life is simpler in many ways now. The only thing I really have to worry about is my makeup and clothes.
So in that regard I feel good about everything. I know I said I never really cared for black people and having to suck a black man's cock was VERY degrading the first time. And the second time, etc, until now I don't really think about it. It's just another cock for me to suck (or get fu__d by).
As my wife keeps telling me, that's my job now so do a good job of it!
I've dated probably 10 different men since my being feminized and 3 of them were black. All of them tasted differently and felt good inside me.
So having said all that, being resigned to being a female for the rest of my life, I may as well be married so I don't have to keep having strangers, and have someone to look after me too. I would look forward to taking care of a man now.
So yes I am willing and wanting to get married. To be honest, I love looking at wedding dresses and imagining myself in one!
By the way, as I'm writing this I've just finished putting a clear coat of polish on to finish off my nails for tonight. Whenever I do my nails now I love looking at them and imagining them wrapped around a cock holding it to put in my mouth.
I'm going out with Jason again tonight so I do want to look really nice to make him proud of me and want me later too.
Yes Jason also wants it too. I think he realizes that it would not be a "legal" marriage so he isn't really worried about it. He would have some to use sexually, and to take care of him and his house. Win win for him.
No, I would go live with Jason at his house. I know I would miss my wife but since we haven't been "really together", I'm getting used to the idea.
I know she and I won't ever be the same. I know I'll never be able to be inside of a woman ever, or even get hard enough to try (it doesn't happen anymore thanks to the Spiro).
Special for my wedding night? I'm not sure what else I can offer to him. I think maybe the thought of havng me in a big white flowing wedding dress would excite him, having me bent over the bed while he lifts my dress over my back to access me. Having me laying on my back then with my wedding dress and petticoats pulled up and my legs spread wide inviting him inside of me. To fill me with his cock and leave me full of his cum so it drips out of me and down my legs.
For him to know that I'm now his property to do with anytime he wants.
I think all that should be appealing to him and excite him.
Do you have any other ideas for me for my wedding night?
kathy
|
Jayj
Member
40
|
# Posted: 8 Oct 2007 15:41:07
Reply
Great story Kathy, hope it all works out for you
|
katie1z
Member
42
|
# Posted: 21 Oct 2007 06:08:25
Reply
Things have kind of changed a bit. Jason had a party last night and invited quite a few people over. Kind of a pre-halloween party except no costumes.
Well, I was like the only white girl there and later in then evening, Jason said he wanted me to be "extra nice" to a couple of his friends.
He took my hand and guided me into the bedroom and right behind us was one of his friends. We got into the bedroom and Jason started kissing me and fondling my breasts. It felt so good too that I even forgot that his friend was in there with us. Then he pulled my top off and kissed me again. I was starting to feel so horny by then.
The next thign I know I feel another pair of hands squeezing my butt and remembered that his friend was in there with us. I jumped even more into Jason's arms from surprise.
Then Jason whispered in my ear to relax and that I was "going to like it".
Well, his friend pulled my skirt up and all I had on was a my thong panty and thigh high stockings.
His friend was saying "what a nice white ass" i had and kept squeezing my butt.
I looked at Jason like "why are you letting this happen?" and he just smiled at me and said "be nice white girkl and enjoy".
I felt so ashamed right then but couldn't do anything.
Jason bent me over and had me start sucking his cock right in front of his friend.
His friend came up behind me and pulled my thong aside, put some spit in his hand and on his cock and then started pushing his cock inside me while I still had Jason's cock in my mouth.
I had never had a cock in each end before and it felt really strange and humiliating.
Thankfully, his friend wasn't as big as Jason so it didn't realy hurt.
I felt both cock's pumping into me and soon they were both cumming almost the same time.
I was feeling glad that it was over but then two more guys came and before I knew it they were doing me too! I couldn't beleive that Jason was letting this happen!
Not only were they fucking me, but they were humiliating me verbally too!
Saying things like "this is the way all white boys should be, a good fuck", "great tits for a white boy", and congratulating Jason on having a white sissy boy bitch!
I had eight different guys that night and was filled with their cum! I couldn't keep it from dripping out of me I was so full cum.
After they were done, and had left me in the bedroom, I layed down and just cried myself to sleep.
I'm not sure how much more of this I could do.
I wish I was back with my wife!
|
derra
Member
20
|
# Posted: 7 Dec 2007 09:22:40
Reply
I have been on mones again for a few months progynon depot spiro and depo, and suddenly I was on my way to more curves and bigger boobs ! and there is no mistaking the b-cup melons capped by , milky-looking nipples. the hormones gave me titties like these, but my male equipment is getting correspondingly smaller, in fact no bigger than a long clitty ! I am feminized siss, who has been turned into an abject, feminized slave for life !
I constantly play with my developing breast, I still work as a boy and I have been working at concealing them as much as possible, but lately I it has been a loosing battle. My body is waxed so to not show unsightly hairs. My eyebrows were tweezed within My ears were pierced I am Very sexy looking and a total slut when it comes to sex. I'm a T. girl who loves to be with those who appreciate T. girls.. especially other T. girls, but also men, and women, and couples.. open minded and uninhibited.. I love giving guys a good time. and will drink and use drugs.! so a guy really gets what. he wants. I am submissive so I need dominant guys I have allowed myself to be changed from a man into a totally submissive feminized sissy. I love to dress up like a real sexy slut, like a whore, because that's what I am, what I need to be, a cum drinking whore. All the better to attract more of the type of men I love, the type that love to abuse and debase me, love to fill the mouth and sissy-pussy of a little tranny slut like me. I just love to suck and fuck so that I could drink down gallons,and massage in loads of lovely jism in to every square inch my little sissy body.
hormones derra boobs
| 
derras boobies
|  | |
|
sissyannie
Member
16
|
# Posted: 27 Jun 2008 06:15:53
Reply
Are u Still with jason katie
|
Terms of Use |
Privacy Policy | Compliance with 18 U.S.C. § 2257 |
Customer Service
